Free Time Is Becoming A Myth For Me

Hello good people. How are you all doing? I hope life has been kind to all of you. I have come to talk simple. I will not be sharing any far-fetched theories about anything. Nor some beat up crypto analysis. I just want to give a life update. And I'm saying that being completely tired and spent on my deadlines and pending assignments. Actually, undergraduate engineering isn't fun. It is not fun at all. ---  [Source](https://unsplash.com/photos/opened-book-QJDzYT_K8Xg) --- Back when I first started out I had dreams. I really had dreams of developing certain skills or certain expertise and building from there to ready myself for some jobs but I guess that is not working out as I planned. Because in this degree you barely get the time to do anything, even eat or sleep because you won't have time to do any of that because of the deadlines which your courses will have. I am saying this while being completely exhausted and frustrated. Because I haven't been able to sleep for the past 4 days. I am surviving on small naps. I just had so many assignments and project deadlines that I really had time to do anything else. And as of the time I am writing this, I am still not available for anything to do. Because I have another four deadlines which are due within the next 2 days, how am I supposed to do all that? While you must remember I am surviving on naps and maybe the next two days along with tonight will be more of the same. So when it comes to developing your own set of skills while pursuing this degree, you could forget it. Because you won't get time. At least in a country and curriculum like mine where theories and written exams are prioritized all the time, instead of practical projects and Hands-On approaches, we won't get the time. So when I said that I won't be doing the usual today by posting some crypto analysis or some theory about something happening in the world. I meant it because I simply didn't have the time to look into these matters. I usually pump out these posts in one day. What I mean to say is I just sit and finish a post in one sitting. But the one you're reading right now has been pending for 3 days. Yes, I couldn't even manage the time to finish one post. After this I'm going to be taking another nap and after that I will be heading for another couple of exams.