Feeling an emotional grief For not being capable of keep going in life like the rest of my friends I have so much grief I can’t even explain
I didn’t suffer properly my constant disappointment I’m surrounded by fear and emptiness And I have so much anger inside me I can’t even verbalize
I hate noise, I hate this infinite sadness I hate my walls, I hate, but I love life I want to keep living
Noise is too loud Mind is too dark Body? Too tired Soul? Empty
I’m trying my best, I promise.
Picturen taken in December, 2023 with a Redmi. Shoot by Santiago, my boyfriend