12 a.m., I saw th clock showing But I had just slept at 10 Why get up so early?I asked myself Because I won't let you sleep The pain in my head replied
But I had given you what you demanded I have taken so many tablets each time you asked for I promise I had I promise I am not lying Even though the prescription said "Take with food", I took it early in the morning in empty stomach Even when I was full of fear reading the caution Using too much might damage your liver and kidney I still took it too much Because I wanted to satisfy you I didn't want you to come
I took one in morning, Then again after two hours Then again Then again And again But still it is paining I feel I am not gonna live anymore I typed a message saying, "I don't think I will be able to see you" "I don't think I can bear the pain" And then I deleted it!! Because I knew it was 12 a.m. And it would be annoying And no one is gonna care Even if I die I was drenched in sweat The blood vessels in my head trying to explode Each part of my head paining like hell I felt like my head was going to get paralysed Being unable to bear the pain I don't know how the watch stopped working It didn't move at all The pain seemed to be there for ages And the watch said only 5 minutes passed
I wish someone would hold my hand Tell me everything wouldbe fine You will be alright And lend me the shoulder to lean on Where perhaps I could sleep Even it's for a bit second Without the painkillers Without the tablets
It was too much to bear "If it is only the shoulder to need to rest" "I'll lend you one" I told myself, And stretched my hand Rested my head The pain seemed to be relieved a bit The tablets seemed to work Tears rolled down continuously The pillow wet, The bedsheet wet!
All of a sudden The sun was shining May be it was morning I got up The pain again seemed to take over me I said,"I have to go the college and smile all day", So you are not welcome I took another tablet To keep me smiling "I love you" "I will lend you my shoulder" "And words of inspiration" "And I am with you" "When no one is around" " I love you the most" " I love you more than anyone", I told myself, Smiled and went away for my chores!!