Hi, I am Arveno from Surabaya city. In this content i want to share about me and my little family finally going to church after a long time did not going to church. Maybe the last we are going to church is. I think the last we are going to church was at Easter this year maybe. I dont even remember. LOL. Yeah i dont know since when i am kinda agnostic. I believe in God but not too believe the church especially human. Maybe i often got bitter and salty when relate to fellow humans. Mostly got stabbed behind or even better they will crush me when i am weak. Thats why i dont believe everyone. But, i dont know why this week i just want to going to church. Maybe I miss God and Vice Versa and we are kinda connected.
Since in Saturday evening the sky is sunny and clear. So, i decided to take my son goes to church today. I think i need to introduce him in Church and how the mass is. This church is kinda near to my house. Only took 10 minutes from my house especially when we are using motorcycle. We can break through into rich neighboorhood and goes to this church.
I never knew that this church kinda huge. There is yard after entering the gate. I think this can be good for kid playing around here.
This church kinda different with my church in my hometown. This church is much bigger than my hometown. But, i dont know maybe just because this is in big city or i never interacting in this church community since i am not from around here too. It feels that this church is individualist. People tend to indifferent to each other. But, since i am ambivert and right now i am tend to introvert. This is okay for me. I dont care to much either.
Okay time to focus on mass and i turning off my phone right now. And what fun is my son started to bored and cannot be calm. He is silent but he still keep moving around playing with my arm and teasing me to play with him. I dont mind about him doing that but my wife that angry seeing my son doing like that. I know how the feel of the boredom since i bet he doesn't understand what the mass is and i just can telling him very slowly since i know he is not interested at all. Same with me back then. So, i trully understand him why he doing teasing me like that.
Okay this is what makes me kinda amazed and shock. Right now we can donate our money using QR system in church. So, we dont need to take out money from wallet. All digital. Thats cool.
Okay for this church i can say that this church inside is really beautiful. I just imagine if only i can merried in here and get picture here. It would be great. The lighting, The architecture, the vibes, yeah i think this church is really good for prewedding, or even for wedding event too. But, i dont know how the light in the morning but i bet this place still cool. And overall i relieved can goes to church this time. I really grateful not only for my kid. But, it is or me, for my heart that missing God this time. I need to release all my worry here and starting to surrender all that will happened to God. Since i really dont know anymore what i need to do for the future. Just follow the gut that God give. I bet He will give me a sign.
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