Hi, I am Arveno from Surabaya city. In this content i want to share about how the universe kinda guide me back to my old hobbies. One in another way recently i seen so many my old hobbies and it feels like that universe lead me to try it again. Back then i have 2 hobbies that is Aquascaping and Plant care such as Succulent, Cactus, Agloenema, or Sicas. Yeah all back to plant. I am not too care about animal since mostly animal that can be taking care are the furry one. And i have allergic to fur. Thats why i dont want to take care pet like cats,dogs. Maybe i will keeping fish. They are not furry one. And also it can be compatible with Aquascaping hobby.
Okay from aquascaping, I dont know why but from last week many people that i know from aquascaping hobbies starting to greet me in social media. From Instagram and Facebook. And they are kinda talking what we are doing back then and starting to missing the old moment when having time and having money to taking care aquascape tank. But, FYI keeping aquascaping is kinda spending a lot of money. Not only for build it but also the maintenance. Especially when living the big city and the water is kinda a little bit polluted with minerals for example like in my city. The water contain more iron,zinc, and aluminum from what i can taste in my tongue. But since i dont have TDS meter i dont know much what mineral inside my tap water here. And i need to balancing the water to keeping plant and fish to stay healthy. And also need high light and fan to make the water cool and the light from the lamp can penetrate the water and can subtitute the sunlight for the plants. And i think the tanks itself and the filtration machine is not cheap either. Thats why i stopped back then since after marriage i dont have more time to selling it online while taking care the aquatic plants or fish.
Then the second when i in my son School Open house. They set up some kind of mini garden or i can said that is mini terrarium set up since those are not likely trully garden. They are arranged in pot with neat arrangement. I can do better with those combination. And i'd like to arrange those plant while taking care of them. Ahhh it bring back my memories and makes my heart flutter. I want to make those arrangement again and want to take care plant again. And i do want to make the best perform of the plants. Sometimes taking care plant can be very challenging and costing money,effort and time. Thats why i always hestitate to comeback starting again.
But, i dont know its like the universe lead me to this again and again. Or maybe this is the GOD show me the way to do what i love instead doing job that can give me money. But, i am still afraid this kind of hobby dont make a money for me. And it will costing my half life to paid the bills. And it can change my family stable too if i just jump without thinking. I dont know but when i still does not having my own house i still too lazy to start this. Its kinda burden for me to move it to another place each year. Since some plant kinda fragile if moving from one place to another. Or maybe i can start small with starting to collecting more cactus again. But, back again it will cost me money again to buy the plant and all the equipment. ARRGGgghhh... i am kinda confused right now. Deep down in my heart i want to do it. But, my logic brain said that will just cost me money and doesn't give me anything back except tired and make my money gone. So, what do you think guys, any idea to help me here??
