I am sad and happy about it. I guess it's time to move on and say farewell to the mother of my children. We had many good times together and 2 great kids came of our union together.. All in all, I say thank you to her as she helped me 'complete' my life in some ways as well as I would never have travelled to and fallen in love with my future home.. the Philippines.
Yes, I 'lost' much in the divorce, but I discovered a place where I can go from the bottom of the economic ladder, to mid or even high income economic standing. I am more thankful of the simple things life holds as well as I have discovered just what I want, and what I don't want.. out of life. :)
I don't know if I want to try marriage again. I really 'lost my shirt' this time.. although it's also a fresh start for me and the future is bright. All I need to do now is to bide my time.. save up my money.. hit the gym.. spend time with my mom and aunt and uncle and sis and cousins.. Life is good here and now and I know that if I decide to leave cali early (before mom's passing), I know that she is well taken care of by my aunt.
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