Gibberish (Novermber 03)

On the third day of my commitment to write every day in November, I am already out of ideas. After going over many communities, I think I found the best one to write about something for today. --- Well, here I am for the first time in this community. So, what will I write about today? It is obvious, that I will be writing about the emotions and feelings I am having now. One thing I learned now, is that emotions and feelings are two different things, well I knew that but what I did not know is that feelings are the conscious manifestations of experience and emotions can be both conscious and subconscious. When I read it, it made sense, now after reading what I have written, I am confused! (What is confusion? A feeling or an emotion?) The more I am giving conscious thoughts, the more I am getting confused!  [Photo by Vijay Sadasivani from Pexels](https://www.pexels.com/photo/depressed-young-man-with-blurred-head-in-dark-room-3833370/) Recently I have taken a bold decision. Although that was a decision fueled by emotion. But I am thinking - - Is the decision a correct one? - Will it backfire? - Was my life better off? - Will I remain a failure? Are these emotions or feelings I do not know, but I know this much I am feeling **nervous** and I am **confused** because of the **conflicts**. Also, I am **afraid**! I am afraid to break the comforting glass I have built to cover myself. No matter whether I stay on the old path or take a step in the new direction, I need to do a lot of work, but for some reason, I am unable to do any. I am **panicking** about not doing anything which is not helping in any way! I wish I could stay **calm**, and have the minimum **confidence** in me to take any challenge head-on! --- I am not finding any more words to craft sentences, so my gibberish will stop here. Be happy! Stay strong! Be amazing!