Hey guys would you believe? It's been 7 effin years now already! Time passes so quickly and here were are getting older and older - getting closer and closer to our death lol. Sorry I can't help but be morbid. Anyway, most of you have known me for many years now. I feel like you've known a whole lot about me more than my friends irl. Because only here on Hive that I get to courageously share my innermost diabolic thoughts and emotions. I write it all down and you guys never judged me (except for a few trolls in the past during Steemit days but they must be dead by now muwahah😈). Seriously tho, thank you so much. Thank you for being part of my Hive life over the years.
Even though I haven't been actively buying and holding cryptos these days, I'm more than grateful enough to be able to blog and share my adventures and misadventures and still earn a bit of crypto on the side. So thanks to those who've been consistently upvoting and auto upvoting me to this day. I do appreciate all the rewards. It did greatly help my life.
To be quite honest, my posting has been intermittent the past few months. There were long gaps in between and there were months that I don't even share anything. But I am still here and I will never leave for as long as Hive is here. Remember years ago when this used to be Steemit? Come for the rewards stay for the community that whole blurb? Well, guess what, I've always been here for you guys. Don't care so much for the rewards these days tho. You guys are my ever consistent community. 😊Thanks for accepting me (the good and diabolic parts).
Life has been good and I still have a remote job. I no longer have to rely fully on rewards or crypto earnings as we all know it can be that challenging to just live off it. I'm not struggling or on survival mode anymore as I have more disposable income these days. Hell, I was even able to buy a tiny plot for me and my cat's future doom bunker. I would have never thought I would even get to that point in my life.
Those days that I wasn't really actively posting here, I was really just battling with myself, like with self improvement the whole time. I'm feeling way better now, thanks to continuous DBT or therapy. I do know the importance of writing down my thoughts as it greatly helped me not to act on it (thankfully no humans were ever harmed...😈). I've become more self aware. To be honest, I cringe a bit as I go through my old posts here on Hive. I just couldn't understand why I was thinking and feeling that way at the time. My therapist told me that it is fine to backread and see how I improved and what my thought processes were before. Well, that was my old diabolic self. I've forgiven that part of me. I'm still diabolical though lol so be forewarned.
Anyway so much for that, oh the great reveal? Well. I've stayed anonymous for so long due to my general trust issues with mankind but maybe it is time to know where the hell I am really from. Or which hell on earth I should say. Some of you who I've spoken to on Discord already know this part of me but today, just because I'm not feeling diabolical, I'm just gonna share it very quickly, like one time only (ikr sounds like a promotional offer lol). So I'm from this uber chaotic and diabolic place called (omitted now lol) (if you don't know where this is then do your quick research then). A place I've been trying to escape from my whole life. The picture below is where I retreat when I want to escape the hellish city where I'm from. So there you go guys, mystery solved! Don't ever ask me again lol.
Happy 7th year to all those celebrating their Hive birthdays this month. Let's all keep this community alive. Thank you to all those who've been following me and commenting on my posts for the past 7 years. Cheers!
And just because.... bikini pic sells. Don't forget to follow me on Only Fans I mean Only Hive. 😂
