**Greetings beloved followers and visitors. I hope you are doing very well**
I was looking for my niche, the niche of these publications of which I will talk about my first medical diagnosis, since after this I must go to other medical specialists for the sequelae of the disease. It took me a while to find the right community, I think this [Health & Recovery](https://peakd.com/c/hive-121589/created) where I publish today, is the most appropriate.
Today I tell you how it has changed my life to have been diagnosed with Epilepsy, a disease that I have had since I was very young or since birth, the following studies will determine that, but if you go through my previous publication to this one, there you will find one of the possible causes for which the doctor suspects that it is a product of a strong blow that I received in my head very young from which I lost my memory.
>**Saludos amados seguidores y visitantes. Espero que se encuentren muy bien** > Estuve buscando mi nicho, el nicho de estas publicaciones de las cuales hablaré sobre mi primer diagnostico médico, ya que luego de este debo acudir a otros médicos especialista por las secuelas de la enfermedad. Me costó un poco conseguir la comunidad apropiada, creo que esta [Health & Recovery](https://peakd.com/c/hive-121589/created) donde publico hoy, es la más apropiada. > Hoy les cuento cómo ha cambiado mi vida haber sido diagnosticada con Epilepsia, enfermedad que padezco desde muy joven o desde nacimiento, los siguientes estudios determinarán eso, pero si se pasean por mi publicación anterior a esta, allí encuentran una de las posibles causas por la que el medico sospecha que es producto de un fuerte golpe que recibí en la cabeza muy joven del cual perdí la memoria.
 
 
 
## Answering some questions > ## Respondiendo algunas preguntas
>**Saludos amados seguidores y visitantes. Espero que se encuentren muy bien** > Estuve buscando mi nicho, el nicho de estas publicaciones de las cuales hablaré sobre mi primer diagnostico médico, ya que luego de este debo acudir a otros médicos especialista por las secuelas de la enfermedad. Me costó un poco conseguir la comunidad apropiada, creo que esta [Health & Recovery](https://peakd.com/c/hive-121589/created) donde publico hoy, es la más apropiada. > Hoy les cuento cómo ha cambiado mi vida haber sido diagnosticada con Epilepsia, enfermedad que padezco desde muy joven o desde nacimiento, los siguientes estudios determinarán eso, pero si se pasean por mi publicación anterior a esta, allí encuentran una de las posibles causas por la que el medico sospecha que es producto de un fuerte golpe que recibí en la cabeza muy joven del cual perdí la memoria.
 
[ENG]
It is important that I talk about these things if I want to achieve what I intend, in the first instance, to make people aware that they are more concerned about their health, because sometimes we believe that any discomfort is silly and it turns out that we have something serious, that if not treated in time, can be fatal, yes, fatal itself, worry about our health but not only improve our quality of life but of the people with whom we live, this can help a lot to have healthier relationships, in short, feel good despite the adversities, it helps to maintain a positive mood.
Secondly, I need to unburden myself, because my head ruminates all these thoughts, memories come and go to me and when I remember each strong attack that has given me, tears fall down my cheeks in quantities, because, you know, I lost important people for me, people that if they had known that I suffer from this, they would not have been scared, they would not have abandoned me, even more, if I had known before, I would feel like today, I know that I have a disabling condition that I must control. Disabling... I know I use strong words, but they are a reality and knowing that it is present makes me aware and take measures, my best effort to control it, not to hurt myself and not to hurt others during one of the attacks. I know I can no longer change the past, I know I can't bring back the people who are no longer with me, but, I can do more for me, my present and my future, no matter how much time is left. Thinking about human fragility, in my fragility I can only feel more than grateful, because I have definitely seen God work in my life and be present at all times. I have no doubt that he always took me in his hands and protected me from everything. When those memories come to me from three years ago until today. God was with me. My life has changed and continues in its process of change: If before I was very spiritual, now I am more so, this does not mean that I become a fanatic or belong to a group of religious people. My relationship with God is stronger, my spirituality is stronger, more intimate with God, more respectful, because I know that as a father he has protected me a lot and has shown me all his love for me. My path has been full of wonderful people, people that I find it hard to let go of, angels that come and go, people that have left me great teachings.
Part of my process of loving without attachments is to know that we are all free and that people come and go in our lives, sometimes they leave and never come back, sometimes they return and sometimes they sleep forever. This helps me to enjoy them even more as long as it is necessary while they are in my life, they are here not by chance, enjoying them in this way moves me a lot and I feel so good, so good that I could never feel better. "You can be happy within a calamity when you realize that it is not bigger than the blessings and good things" I am happy. I am not complete but, our human imperfection makes us perfect within our nature, soon that missing piece will arrive, soon we will understand what we are made of and that everything else is complementary. "I'm still missing many pieces of this big puzzle I'm putting together..."
Secondly, I need to unburden myself, because my head ruminates all these thoughts, memories come and go to me and when I remember each strong attack that has given me, tears fall down my cheeks in quantities, because, you know, I lost important people for me, people that if they had known that I suffer from this, they would not have been scared, they would not have abandoned me, even more, if I had known before, I would feel like today, I know that I have a disabling condition that I must control. Disabling... I know I use strong words, but they are a reality and knowing that it is present makes me aware and take measures, my best effort to control it, not to hurt myself and not to hurt others during one of the attacks. I know I can no longer change the past, I know I can't bring back the people who are no longer with me, but, I can do more for me, my present and my future, no matter how much time is left. Thinking about human fragility, in my fragility I can only feel more than grateful, because I have definitely seen God work in my life and be present at all times. I have no doubt that he always took me in his hands and protected me from everything. When those memories come to me from three years ago until today. God was with me. My life has changed and continues in its process of change: If before I was very spiritual, now I am more so, this does not mean that I become a fanatic or belong to a group of religious people. My relationship with God is stronger, my spirituality is stronger, more intimate with God, more respectful, because I know that as a father he has protected me a lot and has shown me all his love for me. My path has been full of wonderful people, people that I find it hard to let go of, angels that come and go, people that have left me great teachings.
Part of my process of loving without attachments is to know that we are all free and that people come and go in our lives, sometimes they leave and never come back, sometimes they return and sometimes they sleep forever. This helps me to enjoy them even more as long as it is necessary while they are in my life, they are here not by chance, enjoying them in this way moves me a lot and I feel so good, so good that I could never feel better. "You can be happy within a calamity when you realize that it is not bigger than the blessings and good things" I am happy. I am not complete but, our human imperfection makes us perfect within our nature, soon that missing piece will arrive, soon we will understand what we are made of and that everything else is complementary. "I'm still missing many pieces of this big puzzle I'm putting together..."
[ESP]
Es importante que hable de estas cosas si es que quiero lograr lo que pretendo, en primera instancia, concientizar a las personas que sean más preocupadas por su salud, pues a veces creemos que cualquier malestar es tonto y resulta que tenemos algo serio, que si no es tratado a tiempo, puede ser fatal, si, así mismo fatal, preocuparnos por nuestra salud mas no solo mejorará nuestra calidad de vida sino de las personas con quienes convivimos, esto puede ayudar mucho a tener relaciones más sanas, en fin, sentirnos bien pese a las adversidades, pues ayuda a mantener un estado de ánimo positivo.
En segundo lugar, necesito desahogarme, pues mi cabeza rumea todos estos pensamientos, los recuerdos van y vienen a mí y cuando recuerdo cada ataque fuerte que me ha dado, lagrimas caen por mis mejillas en cantidades, porque, saben, perdí personas importantes para mi, personas que si hubieran sabido que padezco de esto, no se hubieran asustado, no me hubieran abandonado, aun más, si lo hubiera sabido antes, me sentiría como hoy, que se que tengo un padecimiento discapacitante que debo controlar. Discapacitante... Se que uso palabras fuertes, pero son una realidad y conocer que está presente hace que sea consiente y tome medidas, mi mayor esfuerzo para controlarlo, no lastimarme y no lastimar a los demás durante uno de los ataques.
Se que ya no puedo cambiar el pasado, se que no puedo hacer regresar a las personas que ya no están conmigo, pero, puedo hacer más por mí, mi presente y mi futuro, sin importar cuánto tiempo quede.
Pensar en la fragilidad humana, en mi fragilidad solo puedo sentirme más que agradecida, porque, definitivamente he visto a Dios obrar en mi vida y estar presente en todo momento. No me queda duda que siempre me llevó en sus manos y me protegió de todo. Cuando vienen a mí esos recuerdos de tres años hasta hoy. Dios estuvo conmigo.
Mi vida ha cambiado y continúa en su proceso de cambio: Si antes era muy espiritual pues ahora lo soy más, esto no quiere decir que me convierta en fanática o pertenezca a algún grupo de personas religiosas. Mi relación con Dios es más fuerte, mi espiritualidad es más fuerte, más íntima con Dios, más respetuosa, pues se que como padre me ha protegido un montón y me ha demostrado todo su amor por mí.
Mi camino ha estado lleno de gente maravillosa, gente que me cuesta soltar, ángeles que vienen y van, personas que me han dejado grandes enseñanzas.
Parte de mi proceso de amar sin apegos, es saber que todos somos libres y que las personas vienen y van en nuestras vidas, a veces se marchan y no regresan jamás, a veces regresan y a veces duermen eternamente. Esto, me ayuda a disfrutarlas aun más el tiempo que sea necesario mientras transitan en mi vida, están aquí no es producto de la casualidad, disfrutarlas de esta manera me conmueve mucho y me siento tan bien, tan bien que jamás pude sentirme mejor.
"Se puede ser feliz dentro de una calamidad cuando te das cuenta que no es más grande que las bendiciones y las cosas buenas" Soy feliz. No estoy completa pero, nuestra imperfección humana nos hace perfectos dentro de nuestra naturaleza, pronto llegara esa pieza que faltaba, pronto entenderemos de lo que estamos hechos y que todo lo demás es complemento. "Aun me faltan muchas piezas de este gran rompecabezas que estoy armando..."
 
[ENG]
I feel good, I feel good in spite of these attacks, I get them more when I am asleep and they are dangerous, very dangerous.
I feel grateful to those who take care of me.
I feel that I am learning again some things that I already knew since birth but my mind blocks, I am also aware that when I am unbalanced, it is hard for me to talk, to take something, to walk and that I just have to give time to my brain and my body to return to its normal state, I should not panic anymore, I already have the answers to many of my questions. Questions that many had wrong answers.
I have lost and am losing many cognitive skills, my memory most of all, I must be constantly replaying things so I don't forget what I am and was doing, what I should do, some pending task. Even telling my mind, remember who you love and love you.
After the results of the medical tests, I want to do some things. Now that I understand that life is a journey and you have to enjoy it to the fullest, leave beautiful footprints in people's hearts, apologize to whoever you have to apologize to and most of all love yourself, treat yourself well and be happy.
I see life with different eyes, because before I saw it through the eyes of pain and suffering, of the big questions, today everything is different.
[ESP]
Me siento bien, me siento bien a pesar de estos ataques, me dan más cuando estoy dormida y son peligrosos, muy peligrosos.
Me siento agradecida de quienes me cuidan.
Siento que estoy aprendiendo nuevamente algunas cosas que ya sabía desde nacimiento pero mi mente bloquea, también soy consiente que cuando estoy descompensada, me cuesta hasta hablar, tomar algo, caminar y que solo debo darle tiempo a mi cerebro y mi cuerpo que vuelva a su estado normal, no debe cundirme más el pánico, ya tengo la respuestas a muchas de mis preguntas. Preguntas que muchas tenían respuestas erradas.
He perdido y estoy perdiendo muchas habilidades cognoscitivas, mi memoria más que todo, debo estar rumeando las cosas constantemente para no olvidar lo que estoy y estaba haciendo, lo que debo hacer, alguna tarea pendiente. Hasta decirle a mi mente, recuerda quienes te aman y amas.
Luego de los resultados de los exámenes médicos, quiero hacer algunas cosas. Ahora que entiendo que la vida es un viaje y hay que disfrutarlo al máximo, dejar hermosas huellas en el corazón de las personas, pedir disculpas a quien tengas que pedírselas y más que todo amarse, tratarse bien y ser feliz.
Veo la vida con otros ojos, pues antes los veía a través de los ojos del dolor y el sufrimiento, de las grandes interrogantes, hoy todo es diferente.
[ENG]
My family - very small by the way - also suffered a change after the diagnosis of Epilepsy, I can see how they are changing, I allow myself to observe how they are carrying this process and how they are collaborating, the changes are finally making everything flow and there is harmony, there is tranquility.
My life in general is changing in many aspects in a positive way:
- Self-love.
- Forgiveness. I forgave myself and those who at some point hurt me because we were all ignoring what was happening with me.
- Taking more care of my mental, emotional and physical health.
- Family relationships with my closest nucleus.
- Personal relationships with those closest to me.
- I open my doors to new experiences and new relationships.
- If before I was an empathetic person, now I am more so and with awareness and discernment in the face of abuse.
- Keeping calm, I try as hard as I can, I do breathing, I have started to do meditation exercises again.
- Accept my condition, accept that I no longer have the power I had years ago, now I have to do everything at a less accelerated pace and that's okay, it prevents me from getting so frustrated.
- I take my time, my breaks, my rests and respect the hours of sleep, because insomnia is harmful for those who suffer from Epilepsy.
- I practice activities outside the daily routine, I plant plants, I take care of them, I tidy or clean something, I distract myself with other things than just work and more work. I used work as a form of escape.
I am more attentive to the days when I wake up unbalanced, those days I know I am like that because I suffered an attack at night, so resting a little more is not bad, in those moments
**I learned to be more communicative, because I was very silent about my epileptic seizures, since I did not know what they were and I was afraid that when they saw me shaking they would think I was crazy.**
No wonder I fainted so much and we all thought it was "anemia". Now can you see how important a good doctor and a correct diagnosis is?
I was very, very quiet when I was alone in Maturin, with all those traumas, you don't know how many attacks I had alone, sometimes my blackouts lasted until the next day and I could have died. I think that this has made the people who perpetrated the crime become aware. I have forgiven them.
[ESP]
Mi familia - Muy pequeña por cierto - también sufrió un cambio tras el diagnostico de Epilepsia, puedo ver cómo están cambiando, me permito observar cómo llevan este proceso y cómo están colaborando, los cambios están haciendo que por fin todo fluya y exista armonía, exista tranquilidad.
Mi vida en general está cambiando en muchos aspectos de forma positiva:
- Amor propio.
- El perdón. Me perdoné a mí misma y a quienes en algún momento me lastimaron pues todos estábamos ignorando lo que pasaba conmigo.
- Cuidar más de mí salud mental, emocional y física.
- Relaciones familiares con mi núcleo más cercano.
- Relaciones personales con mis más cercanos.
- Abro mis puertas a nuevas experiencias y nuevas relaciones.
- Si antes era una persona empática, ahora lo soy más y con conciencia, discernimiento ante el abuso.
- Mantener la calma, me esfuerzo lo más que puedo, hago respiraciones, he comenzado hacer ejercicios de meditación de nuevo.
- Aceptar mi padecimiento, aceptar que ya no tengo la facultad que tenía años atrás, ahora debo hacerlo todo con un ritmo menos acelerado y esta bien así, eso evita que me frustre tanto.
- Tomarme mi tiempo, mis pausas, mis descansos y respetar las horas de sueño, pues el insomnio es perjudicial para quienes sufren de Epilepsia.
- Practico actividades fuera de lo cotidiano, siembro plantas, cuido de ellas, ordeno o limpio algo, me distraigo con otras cosas que no sea solo trabajo y más trabajo. Pues usaba el trabajo como forma de escape.
Estoy más atenta a los días que me levanto descompensada, esos días ya se que estoy así porque de noche sufrí un ataque, así que descansar un poco más no está mal, en esos momentos
**Aprendí a ser más comunicativa, pues callaba mucho mis ataques epilépticos, ya que no sabía que eran eso y temía que cuando me vieran temblando pensaran que estaba loca.**
Con razón me desmayo tanto y todos pensábamos que era "anemia" ¿Ahora pueden ver lo importante qué es un buen médico y un diagnóstico correcto?
Callé mucho, mucho, cuando estuve solita en Maturín, con todos esos traumas, ustedes no saben la cantidad de ataques que me dieron sola a veces mis pérdidas de conocimiento duraban hasta el día siguiente y pude haber muerto. Pienso que esto ha hecho que las personas que propinaron el hecho tomaran conciencia. Yo los he perdonado.
 
## Answering some questions > ## Respondiendo algunas preguntas
[ENG]
The studies will determine where the brain and/or nerve damage is and what type of epilepsy it is: motor, non-motor, focal, my doctor suspects that they are general, they are all, since I have symptoms of all of them, but he is waiting to see the results in order to know how to better attack the problem.
Among the common questions that arise around epilepsy:
### Is epilepsy a disease? - Yes, it is a chronic brain disease that causes convulsive neurological disorders, are the result of some abnormality in the brain, either by birth, stroke or tumors, infections or trauma from accidents.
### Is it a disabling disease, can a person with Epilepsy be considered disabled? - It depends on the degree of brain damage or as in my case the deterioration to which the body has been subjected. Many people who suffer from Epilepsy can have a normal life and go unnoticed - as I thought my case - but others are losing cognitive abilities that prevent them from carrying out normal activities, so in many countries, families, the same society could make them suffer discrimination.
### Are people with epilepsy crazy? - Not necessarily, but there are risks according to the brain damage. In my particular case and as far as my psychiatrist tells me, I am not crazy! I'm just losing memory, motor difficulties and some traumas - obvious -
### Is Epilepsy a fatal disease? - Yes, the deterioration of the brain is important in each crisis, this depends on the brain lesion, but each crisis will leave sequels in the normal functions of the body, in more extreme cases during each crisis the person could suffer from what is known as "sudden death" a very serious complication that can put his life at risk. However, the person's life expectancy can be extended if he/she is medicated and monitored, as long as the attacks are avoided, he/she will be stable.
### Is there treatment? - Yes, the disease can be treated and the person remains stable in 70% of the cases who respond to the treatment indicated by the neurologist.
### When to see a doctor? - Based on my experience, if you have suffered a blow to the head, any acci
### Is epilepsy a disease? - Yes, it is a chronic brain disease that causes convulsive neurological disorders, are the result of some abnormality in the brain, either by birth, stroke or tumors, infections or trauma from accidents.
### Is it a disabling disease, can a person with Epilepsy be considered disabled? - It depends on the degree of brain damage or as in my case the deterioration to which the body has been subjected. Many people who suffer from Epilepsy can have a normal life and go unnoticed - as I thought my case - but others are losing cognitive abilities that prevent them from carrying out normal activities, so in many countries, families, the same society could make them suffer discrimination.
### Are people with epilepsy crazy? - Not necessarily, but there are risks according to the brain damage. In my particular case and as far as my psychiatrist tells me, I am not crazy! I'm just losing memory, motor difficulties and some traumas - obvious -
### Is Epilepsy a fatal disease? - Yes, the deterioration of the brain is important in each crisis, this depends on the brain lesion, but each crisis will leave sequels in the normal functions of the body, in more extreme cases during each crisis the person could suffer from what is known as "sudden death" a very serious complication that can put his life at risk. However, the person's life expectancy can be extended if he/she is medicated and monitored, as long as the attacks are avoided, he/she will be stable.
### Is there treatment? - Yes, the disease can be treated and the person remains stable in 70% of the cases who respond to the treatment indicated by the neurologist.
### When to see a doctor? - Based on my experience, if you have suffered a blow to the head, any acci
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