Apparently

@fictions · 2017-12-27 12:23 · growth

Apparently Some parent’s Primary goal is to make their children feel helpless. and worthless. Powerless. Because the parent must have all the power. The parent must make all the decisions and you can’t breathe without permission. Apparently They call this being responsible Not letting your kid run wild Forever keeping them a child

But that’s impossible So when it got ....really ...intense

I imagine is when, is when is when God was invented: the divine Boogey man. “If you won’t listen to me I’ll make something that can Spy on you each minute And control you while I’m not there

I promise though it’s nothing but perfect love And a secret torture Beyond anything that could happen Someone could kidnap you Hammer your teeth out Eat your liver And pour boiling tar On your legs In order to keep you alive For more torture And all of that Would be like free candy Compared to the suffering God has prepared For those that oppose

Apparently
God is an amorphous parent With every feature exaggerated

Apparently I will not take the bait I will not succumb to The incidental sociopathic empires Based on a parental fear That offspring might make their own decisions.

And why shouldn’t we? why shouldn’t we? Why shouldn’t we Be new spirits Instead of every old ghost? All your thick, sick fucking dust That desire to remain relevant In a body that is not your own?!

I can’t wait till your bones are cold. to peel you off my psyche. I will not carry your torch. I will burn down every banner and erase every mark I don’t care what it takes To remove your influence From the earth For good.

#growth #recovery #trauma #abuse #healing
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