Eating away at me

Imperfections on every inch i see, Don't want to look at food, let alone eat, Not exactly cosy in anorexias embrace, All she wants me to do is emeciate, So i do as she asks, down to the word, But I'm so hungry its absurd, So i wrote all these rules, anorexia screaming more, I've never felt more insecure, I step on the scales and feel the shame, Lost 10 pounds but i look the same, i'm not vain, yet i look in the mirror for hours a day, Wishing for someone to give me praise, She stares at me eat, saying no more! I run and find solace, greet the bathroom floor