Actually I think I get infatuated quite easily mostly because I'm curious about what true love feel like. I've been in a relationship and a situation and I ended things off with both because I realized I was infatuated and curious and not in love and not ready for a relationship yet. Now I think I might have let my curiosity get me ones again because I think I'm actually in love (or I might not be😂).
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let me set the scene.
I've been going on an internship with this guy and we're like 12 interns in total but I only interact with him mostly because I found out that we went to the same university, are in the same faculty AND we have a lot of mutual friends even ones not in our faculty, coincidence after coincidence. And for se reason I'm thinking it's fate (I might be delusional 😂).
Most times it takes me a minute to warm up to someone but he, almost an instant click. it's only day 2 and we're already teasing each other, one would think we've known each other for ages. All other interns are respectful and not so casual around each other but we're constantly laughing at the most random thing.
I have a feeling that when we resume school we'll either grow more close or even more distance.
Yeah I might just be connection-starved or it might be that the small joy is amplified because of the static work Atmos but I like the feeling I have now, us chatting and laughing about the most random things and I think it's mutual.
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Now whenever I'm leaving home for work, I find myself smiling at my self in anticipation to see him but at the same time it might just be platonic but it might not be, I might be in love or just infatuated, I've never been in love so I don't know.
Have you ever have that feeling before?
How do you know, you're actually in love?