What the fuck is going on?

I do not know, that is the simple answer! When writing, I have rituals that I use to push myself in that free-flowing, and authentic mood that I always strive for. And you see, even now, before starting to write this mother fucking article, I already have that feeling inside myself, I already start to freaking enjoy this process of writing shit articles, even before putting any real words down in a word document. But, still, for whatever fucked up reason, I haven’t posted shit since coming back from SteemFeest, the heck, I haven’t posted shit in ages! I fucking love doing this, and I miss it but, I still haven’t done it too often lately. I don’t know what the fuck happened. I’m sure that I could tell you a reason for why I haven’t managed to be that active lately, and that reason might be, 100% the cause of my absence, who knows but, that still doesn’t give me the right to take such a break from something that I like doing. Shmuck! If you are reading this post expecting something of quality, then you’re not in the right place because I have no idea what this is. I am just putting my thoughts on digital paper, just ramblings. Let me tell you a few things that are going on in my little, fucked up universe right now, since I suppose that this post might be about that. Ok, let’s start from the basics, maybe you know it, maybe you don’t but, I am studying Marketing right now. It’s all good; I am pretty sure that I like this subject, a bunch of cool people at uni, and gorgeous women. Even if some courses might be utterly purposeless, I still kinda enjoy this shit show. Now, there’s only one big problem with the university, it eats up plenty of my time, so that sucks. I also got a job in, for the lack of a better word, copywriting, which sounds fancy but, I am basically writing articles for a marketing company from my city. It’s an epic freaking job cause I can work three out of five days from the comfort of my bed, and I can pretty much pick my schedule. Since starting this part-time job, I wrote two articles a day, almost every single work day but, I still can’t manage to make a fucking post on the blockchain. I also bought an epic stainless steel knife, I freaking love this new toy, not that I can do anything in the kitchen besides pasta and scrambled eggs. Just putting that out there for the mere reason that I am excited about having a new knife, what a boring dude. No idea what this post is about. But, I am a bit angry at myself because I've been slacking so much. The prices are fucked up; my schedule is tighter than ever but, it’s all fine. Will I try to post more often? Maybe, maybe not, I have like ten posts written, I only have to edit them but, I never get to do it. Who knows what will happen but, I guess that you will have to stick around to find out.