Hello everyone. I'm so glad I'd be able to post tonight and I wish that it's consistent. I'm sorry to the community if it took me a while to write. I looked at my last post and it was January this year, which means that I was gone for four months. I wanna be here actively, but I couldn't risk my health, plus, I have a lot of house chores. I couldn't insert a time to update here. Also, my joint pain came back. Everytime I spend too much on cellphones, my fingers become swollen. I don't know why.
Anyway, last Sunday, we went to the mall's playground. My 9 years old niece was enjoying too much at the ballpit. He treated it like a water and sunk himself. I couldn't walk faster when I followed Pointy (my baby) so I tried to lay down. It was so relaxing and enjoying like I was in my childhood era. I didn't experience a mall's playground when I was a kid because we lived faraway from the city. I'm happy that my daughter, niece and nephew are experiencing such fun times like this.
I'm so proud of my daughter for her bravery to slide alone. In this playground, there are three big slides. Pointy wanted if we could slide together, but I was scared, so she was sliding alone. In the picture is a small slide which is accurate for her two years of age. I cannot control my fear imagining myself to slide now that I'm in my 30s.
Pointy loves climbing when she sees stairs and she was excited to climb up in this nesty stair going to the slide. She begged me if I could climb with her in this tiny stair, but I'm too big. As you see, it's suitable for toddlers.
In the picture is my niece and Pointy who enjoyed in building blocks. I was surprised that they didn't fight for toys. Sometimes, I'm embarrassed to expose Pointy in an environment with many kids because she doesn't like to share her toys and she wanna get their toys, but it just happen sometimes.
I don't know how to handle the pressure that other parents are expecting for me how I raised her, but I wish they all understand that babies and kids are different and they're still developing. I can say this because there are some parents who pressured me, telling me things I need to do with my daughter. I feel like they are just toxic and perfectionist. They have babies too but I don't know why they can't understand that babies are different. I know myself that I did better for my baby. Anyway, that's up to now. See you again on my next update!