ENGLISH VERSION
They say that the best way to drain our emotions is by writing or talking about them, letting go in order to move forward... I recently read this post by my friend @apineda, and I went to look up the meaning of the word **Resignificar**. Like him, it was the first time I had heard or learned about it, but, as the word itself indicates, it is about changing the meaning of something, or of a situation we are in. As I have said on other occasions, this year has been one of many changes for me. It has not been easy; it has been a difficult task, both physically and mentally. Like everything in life, nothing lasts forever; everything is a process, and we have to learn to deal with it, with what we have to live through. *But how brave can we be?* How long will we continue to struggle? That is the question I ask myself every day when I wake up. Then I think, and I say to myself, I can only trust and leave this day, this moment, this situation in God's hands, because he is the only one who knows all the answers. As you know, I have mentioned in other posts that I suffer from a chronic disease that has no cure and affects women. I have been suffering from it for many years, but it was only recently that I discovered its name and meaning. In other words, I finally have a name for my disease. In my country, and not only here but in many other places, there is insufficient medical training, and they are completely unaware of this condition. Normally, when a woman suffers from menstrual cramps, they tell her that it is normal, but how normal can it be if it incapacitates you with pain to such an extent that you want to die? You have to be that strong, that brave, to be able to endure and move forward, to be able to get out of bed the next day as if nothing had happened. It has happened to me. One day I feel like I'm dying, and the next day I'm normal. But that wasn't a life for me, because it was killing me inside, until I found a good doctor who specializes in what I suffer from and understood me in some way. He prescribed a treatment, applying drastic and strong changes, thinking about my health and my well-being. As I said, it hasn't been easy. It's been a tough, difficult few months, but I'm still here, striving every day to comply, to continue with my treatment, my diet, and my exercises, which are what have kept me going, in constant motion. Without a doubt, this has been about **reframing my health**, seeking to make and maintain these changes that help me cope with this condition, trusting in the process. I fall, but I always get back up. That's what life is all about, not staying there in that hole, not blaming anyone, because it makes no sense. It's true, although sometimes it's difficult for us, especially in my country, hehehe, I won't talk about that. I trust in God, and I continue to leave everything in His hands. Well, friends, I'll leave it there, one day at a time.🙏
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