In the drawing there is you – doing a dance with a snake – The snake means Shadow Work needs to be done – in other words – the snake sheds it’s skin and so must you – you have fears cropping up that you have just been taking lightly and including in your dance – your spin – holding at arms length – but they will bite you if you don’t deal with them. You may have hurt someone’s feelings and owe an apology – you are likely trying to manipulate to get your way – things that are important, you are making light of – You want love, but sex will do – you are using your will to push things through and your heart’s message to the world is affected.
In the drawing there is a snake, a raven and a butterfly in the Aetheric realm, but you are spinning spinning spinning – dancing- moving – not taking the time to deal with the messages that are coming from your subconscious – the snake is the one in the drawing that is solidified in the 3rd dimension – whereas the raven and the butterfly are still in the 4th dimension -
Also there is an infinity symbol which suggests many lifetimes of this – Karmic lesson. All 3 of these beings talk of transformation – the raven is a messenger from the Spirit realm that flies between life and death – the butterfly is birthed from a caterpillar that built it’s own cocoon and then had to chew it’s way out to have the energy to fly.
Are you waiting for outside circumstances to stop you from distracting yourself?
The longer you do this, the worse it will be for you. Stop the distractions and deal with your Spiritual Self. Do not make an outside circumstance force you to deal with it beforehand. An integrated life interacts with conscious and subconscious on a regular basis...
And here in the cards – Sex, Self-will, Your Calling, Love and Spirituality – what I am seeing is that you are using your will to keep moving as fast as you can to not have to really deal with any of these things – maybe using sex as an addiction?, wanting love – using your will to manipulate – balancing precariously your work life – but just keep moving – like God can’t hit a moving target – and I asked what is the solution? And I got the Spirituality card -
The pentagram. The top of the pentagram is the third eye – connected to Spirit – through Prayer and Mediation. And maybe some Trauma work - is there childhood Trauma? If so, you will have to go deeper -
Then the 4 elements take their proper place in service to Spirit – Air – Mental, Water – Emotions, Fire – Passions, Earth – Physical (money, property, security). So, that’s what you are being called to do – you have so much potential for so many good things in your life, and yet you can destroy them all if you use Self-Will to guide you rather than God’s Will.
Stop spinning. Sit down. Meditate and Pray: Direction for Meditation and Prayer The solution is that you let God be the Director of your life, then things will go much better for you, because you will always know what to do and then you can align your will with God’s will as that is the proper use of your will - because you will be guided by a Power greater than you that has your best interest in mind for the Highest Good of all concerned. A good place to start would be MEDITATION and PRAYER. Start with a few minutes of silent meditation in the morning and at night - and increase it as you can. You can count backward from 25 and try to see the numbers in your head- this will block other thoughts from coming in. The purpose of meditation is to get out of the ego self and into the observer self so that you are no longer attached to ideas that you believe are real… and you can get into the silence - this does take practice.
You may have to go somewhere for help with this - ACoA, Alanon, AA or you may need to seek through a Guru or a Mystical Training - whatever your issue is - if there is Trauma deal with it through either seeing a practitioner and also through taking up a spiritual tradition like Qi Gong or Yoga - something that will carry you for the rest of your life and become a way for you to connect your physical self with the realm of the Spiritual once you get it "down".
Yoga can help with this as well. Breathing into your stuck points in your body while doing a stretch can help you find mental silence. Prayer on the other hand is for throughout the day - and it requires practice to become a working part of your life - Asking at each point when you set out to do something - what is God's Will in this situation? Pausing and waiting and then looking for the answer in signs or intuition, chance meetings or things that come from outside you to start with ... You can do this with minutia as well as big decisions. Practice at the grocery store when standing in front of the bread isle – there are so many choices - God, what kind of bread should I buy? and then pause and wait to see which bread seems right. It takes practice. The finite mind is not going to want to give up it's status as the ruler - so it might be confusing and frustrating but the more you practice the more it will become a working part of the mind... Even making mistakes shows you are trying and you will get great rewards from that - Acknowledging these miracles - by writing them down - makes them more and more believable - not something to be brushed off as "coincidence" - or not even noticed - In addition, during this "crisis" we are in - you could Pray for a simple way you could be helpful to others - and for the ability to let go of the results - you do not know what is best for others - but you can be helpful to them in some way - This will get you out of yourself and let the Higher Power have a chance to work out the right decision for you - so that you will know what to do when you need to know it… After about 24 hours of this, things will start to settle down, but after 5 days of this – you can start to ask for the answers to the problems in your life. Then look for the answers – don’t use your answers – look for God’s answers. Wait. I am going to make you a temporary talisman – because most people never write me back to get the
Talisman – and that’s where the help comes from – to lead you out of the mire - If you want a different one you can surely ask me – no problem! Talisman: In the stillness and the silence I hear the still, small voice within, giving me the direction I need.
Auragraph With Talisman to print and color
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