I will choose to survive

Humans are known as the most intelligent creatures on this planet, and they are dominating the planet for intelligence. Till now, there has been no sign of the extinction of human beings, and it seems humans are quite adaptable in any kind of situation. But what if someday you realize or find out that you are the last human being alive on the planet? Maybe suddenly all the people disappeared, or something else happened that made you the last living person on the planet. What will the feeling be, and how will you be able to cope with such a situation? What will I do in such a case? I think there is nothing to lose in imagining.  [ImgSrc](https://unsplash.com/photos/a-silhouette-of-a-person-standing-in-front-of-a-sunset-nemPgGTtS-Q)   It’s quite sure that I may be shocked to realize that, and I may take a good amount of time to realize it. I may think that I am in a dream, as believing in such a situation is indeed hard for anyone. But with time, I need to accept the truth. I think I may also cry in such a situation because no scenario can be more painful than that. It’s not a drama where everything will be fine after the drama ends. In real life, I can assume how painful it can be. Even if I have a strong heart, it may not be enough to resist crying. Nothing can be crueler than such a situation.   Will I try to survive? I know very well that living a life in such a situation is nothing more than a curse. You may think about ending your life if you were in my place, but I am not so brave, and I don’t think I can end my life. I may try to find the reason for being alive. This is how I am, and I try to find a logical explanation for everything. So, I will try my best to survive, and I don’t have any doubt about that case.   I can calculate things well, and so first, I will try to focus on the food, as I need food to survive. In my case, I know a little bit about cultivation. I believe that I can handle food issues somehow, but I can do it only for some simple crops. So, I can’t expect to get delicious food. It will be only for surviving, and I need to consider this.   Now, power supply is very important, and I think I can’t make it without electricity. As far as I can, I will arrange all the solar panels in my area for me. Only for me, it won’t cost too much power, and so somehow, I can manage to set up the solar panel, and if I face issues, there must be a user manual to guide me. I know in the long run it won’t help me, but for a few months it can be helpful. And there is nothing I can do, as I am not an engineer, and I don’t know what will happen next.   What can I do for entertainment? I think I can only read books in such a situation because there will be no internet for me. In the middle, I will try to learn some more survival skills. This is what I am just imagining, and I think surviving in such a situation will be very difficult for me. I will survive because I don’t dare to commit suicide.