Good afternoon Hiverse!
The only dream is to be a teacher if God allows me. I am now a graduating student here in Cebu and I was t go be a teacher. I want to educate children like my Auntie and cousin.
My goal for this year is that I can enroll in college but my grade is not fit to be a teacher, I am so disappointed and even my Uncle who spent us to school. The negative happening in my life from the previous years affected my focus. I experienced depression and anxiety due to the misunderstanding of my mother and to our family when she got married to a younger man. She promised us before to support our study until we finish but all promises were broken pieces brought pain and it affectede so badly.
Even until now, I lost my hope but I need to be strong and grateful to my Uncle promise to save our future Now I learned to have a job , standing 8 hours on duty and I earned money when they let me sing to entertain visitors or hotel guest. The first time I earned as tip, it was unexpected. I received gift from those who listen my song. It's a jackpot duty. I don't feel tired working 8 hours a day. It's nice to have money from my own struggle and not asking from my Uncle. How much more if I became a teacher. I hope I can enroll next year or either I can work any kind of work to support my youngest sister. Maybe I will sacrificed my goal for another goal to help my sister. My Uncle is pitiful he worked harder for a long time but he had nothing for himself.
I hope that God will provide me good decision for a certain goal to start my life. Nothing is impossible under the heat of the sun. So God please help me find a way .🙏🙏🙏.
Xoxo, @isayrojo20