The road's rhythm is my relaxation soundtrack: No plans, no rules

 Another day another happenings. Handling every moment on my own, cause we grow as an independent woman, kidding aside. Will some of us know already how important if you have someone on your side, like guiding you, take care of you, always do the all things for you like your going to be dependent with them. I've experienced some situation that me and my sister are together going to city, and like I realize thay I've prefer being alone than I'm with someone cause I'm so dependent if I'm not alone. And that's what I hated the most. By the way it's your @itsmary18 and if you want to know my day happenings, come and let's read it together. Have a good time reading 😊.  A day of August and I'm going back to province cause I already got my medical results. Not because theres something that I have to do that's why I'm in hurry to go home but because I really don't want to be late in enrollment day. Actually there's one reason and I can't tell to you guys, kidding. Will it's a little bit uncomfortable if I'm in a city, maybe renewing the environment or what ever. Thid da, my mother was not on the mood cause she doesn't want me to go home yet but I insist to go home cause there's something important things to do. That's why she have no choice but to let me cause I'm so stubborn. I'm done preparing myself and this time, I'm still waiting for my sister and my mom to finish their make up, girl things AHHAHAH.  I didn't expect that I'm going to carry that foam going to province , like I know I'm taking a bus but there's so many what if on my mind. What if I forgot that I have things, what if my brother don't get me cause there's no enough gasoline, what should I do. Carry that foam while walking? But my mother told me that she will tell the conductor to remind me that things so that I cannot forget it. My mom and my sister insist to carry the foam going to the area where we going to wait a bus.  Can't deny that this time I feel like a Disney princess HAHAHH, kidding. Only my bag are on me, and while walking the two of them talking about something. I'm at the back so I can't hear them very well.  Exactly 9:00 am, we arrived at the area where I'm going to wait for a bus. I'm still with my mother and my sister cause they want to secure that I ride the right bus. My mother ask me if I bring the white flower just incase but my heart started raising and I told her that I forgot, and I received a sermon from her as always. But that's okay, if my stomach get to blow all I can do is to think that I don't have no one but myself on the ride, that's my technique for avoiding that kind of situation. After a minutes later, my mother spotted a bus for Bogo and they told the conductor about my stuff and luckily there's no passenger yet and I can freely find the perfect seat near the window.  I'm on the moment of realization that not all the time there's someone who will guide you, choose you, love you, ay kidding HAHAHH. Will, I just got a relapse in this moment cause the one passenger at my back are so lonely and I can say that because of the music he had. The title of the music was MULTO by Cop of Joe, tell me if you can hear this music I'm sure your will definitely relapse without proper time, kidding. Will my ride was running smoothly and luckily my stomach didn't blow maybe my technique are effective you can use it guys if you have a ride or travel on you're own and your that type of person that they called "dagaton".  A minutes later we already arrived at the bus stop of Carmen and I check my phone if there's some message and I'm right, my mother ask me of what place I'm in and told her that I'm already at the bus stop of Carmen. And after that conversation I've texted my brother to prepare because I'm almost there. After a minutes later the bus started again to continue the ride. All I can say that I've prefer traveling alone than I'm with someone because based on my experience I'm dependent if I'm with someone. But the saddest part is, I prefer traveling alone but I'm afraid that I might be lost. What a nice.