I don't know how long it takes the body to recover from full-blown anemia , especially from a bone marrow that's meant to product abnormal red blood cells, however I know it's definitely too long.
My constant thirst comes from the anemia, no matter how much I seem to drink water, I just can't have enough. On one side, I'm happy I'm getting to hydrate properly, because I'm a terrible water drinker when I'm 100% healthy, on the other side, I fear for over hydration, and the constant urination from excessive hydration scares me too.
However, I no longer have the cold I once felt in my lower extremities, I felt this a few weeks, but for the past 3 days now, I no longer feel them, I know it's the anemia showing signs of improvement, but it's still physically there. Someone suggested EPO treatments for the anemia, and how it's a magical cure and all that, but that's a long shot.
Main concern is the constant water craving. I hardly drank up to a liter 3 weeks ago, but now I comfortably do 5 liters and it just seems to worry me.
Away from that, I'm slowly able to write now, although once in two or three days is good, I need to fully return back to my other hustle/gigs. The bills has to be paid. It reminds me of when I had to be at work about 10 years ago. I was visibly anemic, dizzy and pale, but I just had to be at work so I wouldn't risk getting sacked. Life isn't fair, I understand this. As a Christian, there's no exemption, at least today I can afford to stay off hustles for 2 to 3 weeks without getting scared of going broke, and even though I'm living in anxiety for most of the time, I've come to accept the unfairness of life.
Yesterday someone mentioned on Twitter that they were 97% disabled and their condition had no cure, yet they kept showing up to their Twitter hustle because they need to buy medicine and take care of the hospital bills. This is how exactly unfair life can be, you do absolutely nothing to offend anyone and yet, you're the one who faces all the life's problems and trial.
Humans have created the principle of fairness, but the universe itself is built to be unfair, and sometimes it's sad, sometimes you find so hard, do the right thing and nothing still works. I guess it's not by hardwork or efforts, it's just how unlucky or lucky you are.
Unfortunately I can need to go 100% into the grind, I have hospital bills in a few weeks to pay, and the bills are constantly rising. I have contracts I've working rules I've agreed to, that I now need the fulfil, I risk losing source of income if I don't show up, and that's because anyone is replaceable, and that's it.