Feeding well is the key to recovery in most illness situation, and I hardly did that (for close to two weeks). I honestly didn't expect to lose so much weight, but obviously loss of appetite is way more underrated.
Still badly as anemic,and still unable to do much. It's good to be able to pick up my phone and slowly curate contents on Hive. Since I'm going to be spending a lot of "lone time" I might need to take my mind of this illness and stop thinking of recovering or checking the mirror.
There's been a pattern to this illnesses and complications and whenever they hit, it leaves me needing a long time of recovery. Last time it happened this way, it took close to 2 months before recovery. I've decided to stay indoors because I don't feel like getting the pity stares or jeers of people.
Most healthy people are insensitive, lacking empathy or emotional intelligence when they have to comment or make statements regarding someone who is ill. I'm not that guy who goes about telling people about my predicaments, why? We're obviously not close,and telling them wouldn't change a thing, and this is why I've chosen to remain indoors in my recovery journey.
Apparently I still need to go to the specialist hospital, but I still need to gain a little weight and then recover a little from the anemia, apparently anemia comes with severe dizziness, tiredness, blurred memory, fast heart beat, and the inability to even lift a muscle to do anything tangible. This is the biggest challenge. I'm sure I peed over 2 pints of blood, because it was constant peeing of blood for over 3 days.
I've past the days,of constant being and tiredness and for the past two days I've been able to put in a little activity. It's a chronic condition, and some flair up are worse than the other, this is definitely the worst I've had in 5 years.
Again, I'm just trying to come here once in everyday 3 days and make updates of how it has been going with me, but I doubt I'm going to be active as I used to, at least for a few more weeks.
Getting the organs check is a major concern for me, but I'm still pumping tons of pills into my system everyday.