Apparently I didn't know I was going to be facing a long recovery time, because truthfully I'd never been as sick as this in a long time. It's been over 2 weeks now, and I only recently eating well again.
Since I lost a lot of blood, this has appeared on how I looked and I apparently lost weight in the process. I've been taking unsweetened yogurt and meat, hoping I can get to build by the blood I've lost.
So basically I might be looking at a whole full month before I can be able to do my cooking or laundry.
I still don't know who I see whenever I look at the mirror, it scares me, and instead I want to rather spend that time trying to get back the lost weight instead of looking at the mirror and trying to shed tears..
it's a scary place, probably the first biggest health scare I've had in over 4 years, but I'm not stagnant, my recovery has just been completely too slow, and everyday I just want to recover again, unfortunately I've been through hell.
I still need to see my specialist doctor for CKD and other tests for organs to see how well they're working. I've been trying to do my other gig off Hive, but I still can't do them as much as I want. Unfortunately illness do not know whether you're sick, you just gotta look for money to pay the bills.
Perhaps I'll be back in a few days time, I have to completely take a rest for a few days, maybe a bed rest, while I continue to check on my recovery rate.