Ni face ko yong trauma ko hahah jusko hirap huminga, totoo pala yong mga reactions na nakikita ko sa movies lol, the pain is there but manageable naman sya, pero i won't do it again, tama na to na experience...
Also na realize ko I missed out a lot of opportunity because of me running away, now that im ready to face everything on, Instead of seeing it as negative I'll consider it as not my time pa, but I'll abang next year, one thing na i noticed is I'm in good health mentally like positive but it's kinda scary kasi i feel like it will go down again and maging negative.. roller coaster feeling eh...