๐ Reading your post, my heart broke. I am writing and deleting and writing again, as there are no easy words to tell.. You were lucky to have one another, I could sense the love and family affection between you as I was reading this post
I hope that continuing your blog here may help to ease some feelings and to take the thoughts away, it will not become easier but in time we learn to accept and go on.
May she rest in peace, people only go if they are forgotten but she will live in your thoughts and heart ๐ forever