It had been two years since Sophie wrote anything. It has been two years of just staring at empty pages, waiting for words that never came.
At first, Sophie thought it was just a phase. Every writer goes through blocks, right? It’ll pass. But as the months turned into a year and then two, the silence in her head became unbearable. She wasn’t just blocked, she was empty.
She tried to fix it the way everyone said she should. She read books written by other authors, poetry, memoirs and even things she would never usually pick up. She went to the cinema, hoping a good movie would spark something. She even forced herself to leave the house more, sitting in cafes with her notebook open, scribbling in it, while watching strangers laugh, argue and talk, but every line she jotted fizzled into nothing. Nothing worked.
Her agency didn’t understand. They were patient at first, but now, the tone of their emails and calls had changed. “We need something. Anything. People are starting to wonder”. She felt her stomach twist every time. How could she explain that she had nothing to give? That the voice inside her that used to flow so easily was gone?
The pressure only made it worse. And worse still was the fear of losing her readers, the people who had followed her for nearly a decade, waiting for her next book. She could almost see them moving to other authors who were still writing and better than her. She imagined them scrolling past her name. Nine years Sophie had spent building that fragile tower of recognition. Nine years of pouring herself onto the page and it was about to collapse.
She turned to Clara because Clara was the only who understood. They had started out together, signed by the same agency, both young and eager, staying up late in each other’s apartment to workshop ideas. Clara was more than a friend to her, she was family.
“I think I’m done” she said, staring at her hands “I’ve tried everything. Reading, watching movies, even sitting with strangers just to see if something, anything at all, would spark. But it’s like the words hate me now. I can’t write. I haven’t written in two years”
Clara gave her a soft and sad smile “You’re not done. You just feel like you are. The words will come back eventually”
“Two years, Clara” her voice cracked “What if they never come back?”
There was a pause. Then Clara said lightly “Well, I’ve been toying with something myself. A fantasy” Clara went on for about 5 minutes telling what her story idea was “I think it could make a good book”
The idea was beautiful, haunting. Sophie nodded, forcing a smile “That’s… really good”
But that night, back in her apartment, Sophie couldn’t stop think about it. A fantasy about the girl who couldn’t dream and the fragments of stolen dreams. It looped in her head, pressing against the emptiness that had lived there for two years. She tried to push it away, it wasn’t hers, but the desperation was stronger. By midnight, she was pacing the room. By one a.m., she had her laptop open. Her hands shook as she typed the first sentence, then another and another. The words rushed out of her like a dam breaking and she didn’t stop. Not until the sun came up.
The morning of day 2, she had a draft. By noon, she had sent it to her agency. Their call came quickly and their voice filled with excitement “This is it. This is brilliant. You’re back. We knew you would return” she hung up and pressed her face into her hands. She was shaking from both relief and shame.
When Clara found out, it was worse than Sophie had feared. Clara stood in her doorway, pale, trembling “You stole my story” she said.
Sophie swallowed hard, her mouth dry “You weren’t writing it. You had the idea but you weren’t doing anything with it. I thought… I thought maybe you’d given up”
Clara’s face broke. Hurt, betrayal, disbelief, everything flickered across her eyes. She didn’t shout or cry, she just left.
The agency didn’t care about the storm behind the scenes. They announced Sophie's return with fanfare, quotes from the draft splashed across social media. Fans cheered and for the first time in two years, she was relevant again. She would smile for the cameras, draft cheerful posts online. But she faced the guilt every night.
The words just kept coming out of her at first. She wrote faster than she had in two years, and she was desperate to prove to herself, to the agency and to the world that she still had it in her. But halfway through the book, the flow stopped. Just like before. No matter how hard she tried, the sentences just did not come. The idea she stole from Clara had given her a start but it wasn’t enough for her to write through to the end. She sat down for hours, staring at the screen of her laptop, and waiting for something to happen but there was nothing. Just the same emptiness that had haunted her for two years.
She knew, then, that her career as a writer might truly be over. She had betrayed her best friend, handed the agency a stolen beginning and now she couldn’t even finish it. But she couldn’t tell the truth. Not now. Not when the agency had already announced her comeback, not when her readers were finally celebrating her return.
So she stayed quiet, with a story she couldn’t complete and trapped between the guilt of what she had done and the terror of admitting it. And for the first time, she wondered if the cruelest ending wasn’t losing her career but living as a writer who could no longer write
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