What's up ghost Peeps! Because we all know that's what it will be. Where I get too real for Ya'll. Where I explore the values or lack thereof that is currently pissing me off in society. This one is going to touch the various safety aspects and emotions running thru. I know everyone clicked off right about now, walking away to fight the urge to downvote it or write an insensitive comment. I still appreciate the silent effort don't worry why I warn you ahead of time so you don't need to waste it on bullshit you don't like. For those of you who like to think well.
I guess who knows...maybe it's just a good way to keep annoying my bullies since I'm annoyed and grossly outnumbered. One would call it incinerating my own channel, to be honest there isn't much to incinerate on this blog, to be honest. Nothing even matters anyway. My ladybug blog was my light, I suppose after that got taken away, I tried again here but it feels like a moot point in life like many other things these days. Anywhere you put humans, the suck factor will continue to creep until you mentally puke it out, like the poison strangers tried to feed me on various innocent outings...repeatedly. You don't care now and think it's whining, sure maybe in part, what if I'm trying to warn you about dangers you are also susceptible to but chose to ignore because well we live in a world that's allergic to reality and the truth. Let me remind you, parts of this story incudes digital spying, stalking, illegal surveillance of strangers and other innocent people for various reasons. You all think you are anonymous behind a pseudo name and a vpn but are you? Or is it an uneducated and false sense of reality that helps you sleep at night? Is it because you never experienced it therefore it must not be true? Do you ever hear about these stories on the news?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lQnrJgG568U
What is it society? All of you with large wallets, how do you know you are not at risk. You ignore and probably roll your eyes at these types of posts but can you even afford to? Just waiting to find out who's next is more absorbable mentally? How many of you have unsuspecting families that you may also be putting at risk with lack of consideration for things or a delusion perpetuated in an echo chamber community type environment that might pop one's bubble and cause the look at the uncomfortable. I might not be wort it, how about your loved ones tho? I suppose that's not for me to judge.
Although I'm not a crypto millionaire, doesn't mean there isn't haters and evil doers for various reasons. What if even a quarter of my story shared here that you squirmed out of awkwardness ever came out on the news to validate, how about then, would it be more believable? Would you feel bad that someone was genuinely taking the internet to ask for assistance and everyone thought it was a joke and laughed it off? Just walked away because it was too awkward. The safety of someone you used to like somehow doesn't matter now because she blogs about shit we don't want to acknowledge?
Things that go against the well manicured lawn façade of internet fakery. One that claims itself in authenticity but only if we find it acceptable and doesn't burst our rosy worldviews. Talk about an awkward news story. You know what I think? Nobody can handle their own reality of the world around them so they bury themselves in a rosy echo chamber bubble where everything is positive and anyone dare say otherwise should be lynched, socially and digitally. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP...your forcing me to see society for what is....go away loser is the common message. We will shun you until you go away on your own if not we'll try to murder you. Maybe the world would be better off if those failed assholes would have gotten me. I agree.
Did you receive the exorcism I was trying to gift you with, does it burn whatever you call the absence of a soul you posses? I would really like to know for research purposes. Don't worry, it wasn't intended towards anyone specific, just the cause. Does the power of prayer work or not? I'm sure everyone is waiting to find out if god exists or not...So what's the verdict? I'm just as curious. One curious observation that I try to shake off but sometimes too many coincidences may not be one despite not fully understanding the correlation yet...it's happen 4 times or more the next day or 2 after, his face shows up on the news so there has to be something I'm not catching fully. The entertaining part of it all, his last name is skibicki but in every news cast, the newscasters says skibitzki yet spell it differently, all of them, across all outlets. I swear this slight annoyance is strait out of my playbook, I do that too. RESPECT. I think it's glorious, that enrages psychopaths, a mild form of poetic justice to have their name pronounced wrong over and over again, even worse when they know it's purposefully. I know, I'm like a hemroid that like to trigger assholes! What's he in for? Luring, drugging at least 4 unsuspecting women to his apartment to rape and murder them, to just throw them in the neighborhood trash bin for city collection like morning garbage, people reported anomalies several time. No he's no concern, until they have to go back and scan an entire landfill for the remains of the victims while making their families watch on national tv.
I genuinely don't wanna be here either, in body or spirit. Jeepers, I don't even have my basic charter of rights as a Canadian, that's pretty fucking epic. It only applies to criminals with money to pay off justice system staff and blackmail and those released 97 times out on bail for 200 counts of violent offences that do their bidding in exchangeable favors. Wouldn't want the white collar leaders of society with blood on their hands. That's ok, it's in their mouths. Still counts...or at least it should if we lived in a world where things were fair. Don't worry, I'm not delusional. I know fair and safety only exist for some. Those with money that can afford it. People always wondered what was up with that but like good brainwashed humans, when the answer is given...LETS REJECT REJECT REJECT! That person is CRAAAZY! So come finish your job fucktards...Our rainbow anniversary is coming up If you gonna be murderers, the least you can do is have some fucking skill at it you failed unhinged demon spawn(s). Isn't it suppose to get you a bunch of easy money to do so anyway? Speaking beyond my stolen blog obviously. How about you cops and justice system, what's your excuse? 3 years or more of knowing about someone's murder, digital harassment, stalking, multiple poisonings and drudged drinks just casually watching despite me asking for help in quite frankly, multiple ways both proper or improperly on my blog. You still can't be bothered to knock on my door and ask me one question yet? Or explain why you are complicit is stalking an innocent person on the behalf of the government? We all know you know where I live...haha.
Don't I deserve answers at some point? Some basic level of courtesy? Should I report my own blog for the news to analyze? Fuck, maybe they can get me answers faster. They are probably apathetic too but never know, they might find some cool stories going back in my timeline. Maybe my murder makes my blog and story heard once and for all. Maybe then society will care that I'm wrongfully being interfered with and targeted on an epically disgusting level that will only be so after I'm dead unfortunately but probably not...maybe if I was a dude but I'm not. Even then I probably deserve more then that but we clearly can't agree on my worth and the price of a safe life I request is too expensive for my humble beginnings. Just a discard of society from the beginning, strait from birth. Tiny little baby deemed unlovable and undeserving of a safe life by an entire society.
How about you various law officials involved, can you have the human decency to knock on my door and tell me to my face why I don't deserve safety? Peace? Why I'm not worth it? Canadian rights as a citizen? Can you please tell me to my face what I have ever done to you to be devalued in such a way by multiple without a simple afterthought? Why I'm watched like a criminal for a long time, years with no explanation why? How about hidden medical experiments on children or other unsuspecting adults? What are the disclosure laws on that? When do I deserve to be addressed properly? how did I even end up there...might be nice to know. Really hard to hide a medical file that's an inch thick before the age of 10. Even the dumbest person in the world would probably be able to tell there is fuckery there.
Leaving me in harm's way because you have a bribe riding on it. My death is someone's upcoming supper on the table for their kids, another's source of entertainment and a proud display of manliness to their "incell" peers. While they sit and say grace as a happy family unit after they washed the blood off their hands. How bout these mental health checks everyone speaks of? How are those? A good move in society right? I don't fully know the circumstances to judge fully these specifics but that's what trying to get help can look like. People are left to deal with crimes done against them or their family until they snap, sometimes from the lack of justice, then everyone wonders why everything ended in tragedy...or why nobody trusts the system. Well, at first glance, I might be able to see a few flaws...ya know!
Maybe that's a good way to get the fuck off this planet, via mental health check...LMFAO, the irony. Looks like they found a way to serve those who want to get the fuck of this planet ASAP. I do like poetic things after all. I suppose Cleopatra VII and I have that in common. I was trying to be better then her but I also understand why she chose the end she did. Key word. SHE CHOSE IT, HER GRACE, TIRED OF THE UNECESSAIRY FUCKERY, THEY WERE NEVER GOING TO LEAVE HER ALONE LIKE A BUNCH OF BRAINLESS ATTACK DOGS. Here we are somehow in 2024,faced with the same decision as a women in a different context, how society never evolves, perhaps it's that allergy to the truth I was speaking of earlier. Nyways, this video below seems like a sure shot! Pun intended. Not to be distasteful towards the grieving families, my heart is with you in your difficult time. I'm just showing you the Canada that's not on the brochure since many of you on the platform live abroad. You know, the world's biggest champions of freedom and human rights.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=738wAfOksjk&t=661s
You keep me in hell, I'll keep you close to my heart and thoughts. Just for you. You get to analyze the beast you created with your toxicity that the rest of society helped with their apathy to another human being's safety to a gross level. Somedays I feel like the reverse Zodiac, instead of the killer I suppose call me the zodiac victim/attempted murder survivor, the one that will leave unsavory memories in the guilty. Maybe wake up a few unsuspecting people from a complete blindside like I was. So far, the videos is a collection of news stories on various national news to even prove to you that these cases are indeed common. Not just some weird demented mentally ill blog. If you went thru half of the shit I went thru in life, you might have a few difficulties too. Tell me what it feels like coping with your own survival of several attempted murders or that of a loved one. Then you can judge me and the AKWARDNESS of my whiny blog. You would be whining a lot fucking harder than I am if this was happening to you or your family.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=itT7NFal7SE
Wanna bring shit to your grave, no problemo my dear friennemy(s) and multitude of equally guilty helpers and flying monkeys...Our 3 year anniversary to the vacation from hell is just around the corner You can avoid the law but how long can you avoid your own minds? You know what they say about an animal with it's back against the wall, the human with nothing left to lose. If you have never felt safety in life, if everything that was rightfully yours always taken from you before it even got to your hands? Before you knew it even existed, just out of pure spite for existing on the same planet. My talking takes to much oxygen Some legally some illegally? Including employment where one went to post secondary for. A supposable reputable institution. Facilitated by another that claims to protect and serve for some reason.
A series of posts I read on the platform started mingling with other thoughts in my head and that can sometimes go into unknown territory thought wise. a killer litterbox mixed with hive and internet law interventions to shush people that have been harmed. I suppose that made a few wheels spin. How everything all strings together in a soup that makes it to a bad post, well...who the fuck knows...That's probably one hell of a rabbit hole in itself but lets start somewhere. What makes you all squirm in awkwardness is still the life I am somehow stuck living with since birth and how the fuck to untangle myself from a or several problems that are too big to even comprehend even for me let alone for the non-informed mind. Every step I take in the right direction to ensure my personal freedom, someone comes to destroy and incinerate any of my efforts on top of withholding assets potentially left in my name, withholding job opportunities out of spite. Not because the information isn't plastered all over the place or even any question that these practices or issues. There isn't even a shortage of similar stories that would make this appear unrealistic, the vile acts of society even exist along with the common apathy to it by society when in reality, a normal human should actually be offended at these acts.
All I ever had in life is observing and trying to interpret what just happened over and over again in un-imaginable ways...not because I'm ruminating, because these asshats wont quit or play fair. Threatened by a simple women's quest for the right to provide for herself in a legal manor using education and hands on skills in a male environment and their incell supporters that proliferate the abuse of women one after another. Despite how alone I feel in facing the unsurmountable never ending life challenges that would probably completely mentally breakdown most of you to experience even one of those things. The latest post drama I read up, downvotes since it's inception led to some controversies as usual. Now the next demon stew ingredients I got fed for my deranged mental soup from hell that I have grown semi-comfortable with having no other choice really.
Since it's so hard to believe now here is where I'm gonna get in big big trouble with my employment but they are part of the ones hunting me at work with "accidents" that cause harm that I consistently have to dodge yet unable to bring it to a recordable safety incident when it really should be. In other words, sweeping things under the rug. No matter where. So called credible construction leaders and employers, big oil with proud names where we have to sign non disclosure forms up the wazou to be able to work there.
https://www.justice.gov/opa/pr/two-former-presidents-boilermakers-international-union-among-seven-indicted-20m-embezzlement?fbclid=IwY2xjawE1MatleHRuA2FlbQIxMQABHdDAqNxLFZU4sujfvj59gRdyj-y34RoLJ2zhHJaUX7bQiQyg0bcVY84BwQ_aem_LMbc9QSXBmuMr6vyiTdbVg
Oh shit, what do you mean fake news from some deranged internet lady? In this delightful official DOJ document listed above. Yeah....remember what I was telling you about my employers that was so farfetched? I never meant to be a whistle blower for anything, I just wanted a fucking job to pay my fucking bills like the rest of the so called free prisoners of this sick sick society. Does the DOJ like to make up crazy stories? These are my bosses at the top that set the standards of union leadership and worksite representation across ALL OF NORTH AMERICA.
NOW I TRIED TO PLAY NICE AND ALLOW PEOPLE TO DO THE RIGHT THING BUT INSTEAD YOU TOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY to make victims out of innocent individuals specializing in women in the workplace. You know those information privacy policy I sign, those are supposed to work both ways. To protect your sensitive information and you agree with protecting mine in return. I tried to report appropriately in house and was scoffed off. Since you didn't protect my personal information after I voiced my safety concerns against it and why. You have brought serious repercussions to the safety of my life stated in this blog post. I gave you 3 years to do the right thing. Both the union and company. Nope, our hands our tied like a demented game of never ending burocratic ping-pong to never have to take accountability for any harm.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BciS5krYL80
Forgive me for the long ass link below, I don't fully work the internet beyond trying to paint a picture. These are the lyrics. Very impactful lyrics that I recommend. So many wonder what is the meaning of some songs. Well here it is folks. The first step of the proverbial beast, the hotel California you can never check out of. Only death even if you didn't sign up. My sight grew dim, I saw a light. A trap to beurocratic servitude. Satan's echo chamber.
https://www.google.com/search?q=hotel+california+lyrics&sca_esv=71d3f6a44fd3e0b2&sca_upv=1&rlz=1C1CHBF_enCA794&sxsrf=ADLYWILUxhY9HCS6kpmKtw3mn6y129BxNQ%3A1726296204146&source=hp&ei=jDDlZoDHBrij0PEPiNSNmAM&iflsig=AL9hbdgAAAAAZuU-nBtGD-5gad7PVXfjgYMDuIzx8CxK&oq=hotel+&gs_lp=Egdnd3Mtd2l6IgZob3RlbCAqAggAMgoQIxiABBgnGIoFMggQABiABBiSAzILEAAYgAQYkgMYigUyBRAAGIAEMgsQABiABBixAxjJAzIOEC4YgAQYsQMYgwEY1AIyFBAuGIAEGLEDGMcBGJgFGJkFGK8BMhoQLhiABBixAxiDARjHARiYBRiZBRiKBRivATIFEAAYgAQyBRAAGIAESNEiUI8HWP0PcAF4AJABAJgBYqABhgSqAQE2uAEByAEA-AEBmAIHoAKZBKgCCsICBxAjGCcY6gLCAhAQLhjHARgnGOoCGI4FGK8BwgIEECMYJ8ICERAuGIAEGLEDGNEDGIMBGMcBwgILEAAYgAQYsQMYgwHCAg4QLhiABBixAxjRAxjHAcICDhAAGIAEGLEDGIMBGIoFwgIQEC4YgAQY0QMYxwEYJxiKBcICCBAuGIAEGLEDwgIIEAAYgAQYsQPCAgsQLhiABBixAxiDAcICCxAAGIAEGLEDGJIDwgIUEC4YgAQYxwEYmAUYmQUYngUYrwGYAwWSBwM2LjGgB6dR&sclient=gws-wiz
Now lets pretend we are on three tunes Tuesday, the significance of this song to me and how it fits in my story is somewhat fucking weird in itself. I grew up french COMPLETLY, but as a little child, I inherited my step-grampa's old record player and my step-dad came home with a box of old rock records a "friend" and coworker at the psychiatric hospital was throwing away. The perfect combo was put in my room for my enjoyment. I was probably 7 to 9. This was one of my favorite songs, I could just listen to it and sing along to it perfectly word for word. A language I had no knowledge of at the time. Like I was born knowing it. Maybe my spirit left it to me as a clue for today's times. Things you will understand later little girl. Now government, courts and whoever else with questionable official authority. Remember me asking about a medical experiment I was curious about? In a previous posts, I asked for clarification on what happened when I was 1 yr old. Why we still be lying about that? Why the cover up? Is that why my name changed in 1989 or was it truly because of a marriage?
Back to work, this is one hell of a story I tell you. With many pensions being raided en mass in significant ways covered up as management costs and market losses in a volatile environment. They wrote every sad excuse in the book in their quarterly propaganda magazine. The DOJ says 20 million for the last 15 years embezzled from the workers, I would bring that closer to that same amount per year...not over 15 years. Common now. Why we be lying in court. Isn't that perjury?