A Nostalgic Journey Back to My First Friend and Unspoken Love

@md-rayyan · 2025-09-12 19:26 · Indiaunited

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Do you want to come with me on a journey of nostalgia? I am going to live a few moments that are really beautiful for me. And while they are beautiful, I also regret and feel sad when I think about them. This was back in 2013 when I was in school, and she was a very pretty girl who became my very first friend. I never had any female friends before her, and she was the first I got to have friendship with. She was really caring, very talkative, and I don’t know, I was just 14 years old, but I loved talking to her a lot.

We used to talk a lot, and time used to fly so fast when I was around her. I still cherish those memories and the time I spent with her. We were friends for almost two years, and after that, she chose a different stream and I chose another. She took biology, and I took mathematics, and that’s how we got separated. Our friendship still lasted for another two years, but the sad thing is that I was never able to express my feelings to her.

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Yes, I believe I was in love with her, but I had a fear of losing her as a friend, and that’s why I could never express my feelings. Almost everyone in the class knew about it, and who knows, maybe even she knew. But the reality is that I was never able to say it, and I do regret not telling her how I felt.

Now I am grown up, and life has come quite far. The only thing I want is her happiness. I hope wherever she is right now, she’s happy in her life and doing her best. I know she is now a doctor, a brilliant doctor in a very good hospital, so she achieved what she aimed for, and I am truly happy for her. I do hope someday I will meet her again. Obviously, I am not going to express my old feelings now because that wouldn’t be right. I would just like to meet her as a friend and tell her how much I value her friendship and how much I miss her even today.

Whenever I pass by my school building, I start thinking about those times again. I know that time will never come back, and the moments I spent with her will also never return. So the best I can do is cherish her memory and hope for the best for her, because that is what I should do as a good friend and human being.

Thank you.

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