The Vanishing Point Have you ever looked at a portrait and felt a shiver run down your spine? Not because the art was unsettling, but because the eyes staring back seemed to hold a secret, a story whispered from a dimension just beyond our reach? As a portrait artist, I've always been drawn to the human face—the lines and shadows that etch a life's journey. But recently, something shifted. My latest series of drawings has started to… talk to me. Not with words, but with a palpable sense of presence, a silent plea that has me questioning everything I thought I knew about art, and the very nature of reality itself.
It began subtly, with a charcoal sketch of a young woman wrapped in a headscarf.
Her expression was deep, her eyes holding a somber intensity. I drew her from a reference photo, a beautiful face I found online, yet as I finalized the shading, I felt an unfamiliar weight in the room. I kept turning around, convinced someone was watching my shoulder. It was just the sketch, of course—a piece of paper.
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The feeling intensified with the next piece:
a quick graphite study of a woman with an upward gaze, that threw most of their face into shadow. The technique was loose and urgent, capturing a moment of startled vulnerability.
That night, I woke up to a sound I couldn't place, a dragging noise from the corner of my studio where the sketch leaned against the wall. When I flipped on the light, nothing. But the next morning, I noticed something strange: a faint, barely visible smudge on the drawing, right near the corner of the figure’s mouth, as if someone had touched the graphite very recently.
The Unseen Models I tried to dismiss it as sleep deprivation, or maybe just the overactive imagination of an artist. But the portraits kept piling up, and the atmosphere in my studio grew heavy.
There was this serious, older gentlewoman all heavy brows and deep-set, melancholic eyes, rendered in tight, focused detail. This one unnerved me the most. While I was drawing her, I was listening to the radio.
Midway through the sitting, the radio suddenly went silent, followed by a burst of static that sounded suspiciously like a whisper, too faint to make out, right as I finished drawing the catchlight in her eye. It felt like an acknowledgment.
Then came the pair of sketches that seemed to directly communicate with one another. One was a detailed charcoal drawing of a woman with her hair pulled back, her expression almost defiant, a slight wrinkle of concern in her brow. The other was a more gestural, rapid sketch of a man, eyes wide, almost fearful, the pencil lines frenetic and panicked. They weren't drawn from the same reference, but the moment I placed them side-by-side on my desk, the air pressure in the room felt like it dropped.
When I woke up the following day, the woman’s portrait the defiant one had somehow flipped over, face down. I know I left it upright. More chillingly, the woman’s sketch had a new mark: not a smudge, but a tiny, distinct tear on the paper, right where her throat would be.
The Plea on Paper I stopped looking for rational explanations. The faces in my drawings weren't just captured images; they felt like trapped echoes. They seemed to be reaching out, their expressions of worry, fear, and deep sorrow the very essence of what made the drawings so compelling were not my artistic interpretation. They were the stories of the models. Not the models from the stock photos I used, but the true subjects I was somehow channeling.
I now believe I'm not just drawing faces. I'm opening a temporary doorway and borrowing the countenance of people who are… stuck. People with unresolved stories. And their faces, captured in my charcoal and graphite, are the only way they can communicate.
Take a look at the drawings again.
The intense look of the young woman in the scarf. The startled gaze of the figure. The deep, profound sorrow of the woman. The defiance and fear captured in the pair of sketches.
They are all connected by one thing: a subtle, almost imperceptible desperation behind the artistry.
I've boxed them up now, locked in the darkest corner of my studio. I can’t bring myself to destroy them, but I can’t look at them either. I'm afraid to draw again, afraid of who I might call forth next. I keep thinking about the little tear on the fearful man's sketch. Was that a story I captured? A fate I recorded?
What do you see when you look at these faces? Have you ever felt like a piece of art was trying to tell you something it shouldn't know?