https://youtu.be/rgandxgAJiA?si=--NiDRKnuPga3_r4 God cares for us more than we can care for ourselves. Not one of us shall die without the will,without the consent of the father. We must not be preoccupied by death, let us be preoccupied by what is coming forth after death and it will give us peace of mind and heart if we in faith now our lord jesus christ that is what I can advise to you of course you may expect the miracle of God is a miracle maker. The first century christian did not all expect a miracle the one's who die,the ones performing miracles died also like the apostle paul, Peter etc.
Job did not suffer depression he accepted his faith wholeheartedly in fact when his wife is saying that. Job 2 verse 9 says, Then said his wife unto him,Dost thou still remain thine integrity? Curse God, and die. Verse 10 says, But he said unto her, thiu speakest as one of the foolish women speaketh. What? Shall we receive good at the hand of God,and shall we not receive evil? In all this did not job sin with his lips. When his wife is telling him to curse God and die. The answer is simple thou he speaks as one of the foolish women speaking what shall we receive good at the hand of God and shall we not receive evil. In another verse he said I'm nude when I came out of my mother's Womb, I am naked he said. The book of job 1 verse 21 says,And said,Naked came out of my mother's Womb,and naked shall I return thither,the lord gave,and the lord hath taken away,blessed be the name of the lord.
Not even a brief or a panty from our mother's Womb. Whatever happen let us not put the blame on God,let us always believe that he is a compassionate God. Job did not suffer depression, he suffer the pain of enduring the trial like David and they suffered the pain of the flesh but never depression because they trusted God even at the point of death.