I have always known that I am a generous person. This is not just something I believe or think of myself, but it is something I have consistently heard from different people throughout my life. I am not sure if this generosity is an innate part of who I am or something I learned from my dad. All I know is that, for as long as I can remember, generosity has been one of my characteristics.
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From a very young age, I have always found joy in giving to others. I remember how I would willingly give all my food to different classmates who did not bring lunch to school. Whenever my dad gave me money to buy snacks during lunch at school, sometimes I would give part of it to beggars on the street without hesitation. Sometimes, I would take my friends to the school shop and buy them chocolates or sweets, and I did not need a reason to give it; it simply felt good and made me so happy. My generosity is not just limited to giving material things; I give my time, resources, and/or kindness.
Even now, as an adult, my generosity has not wavered nor diminished. I still find joy in helping others and being there for people when they need me. However, sometimes I wish I was selfish, and I think about just myself, even if it is just for a little moment. To an extent, I have come to realize that being generous is not always easy; people get to take your generosity for granted, most especially people you go all out for and make sure they are okay. Some people even see your generosity as something they are entitled to rather than appreciating your efforts and sacrifice.
I do not want to stop being generous, but sometimes I feel the need to protect myself from being taken advantage of.
But despite everything i will still remain a generous person because it is who i am, i love to help others wven when it's not convenient for me.
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