Yep, you were right milady, as you said it's a long read. So, I waited until I had time and my wife and I read it together. It sounds like you are going through a terrible time, and it is sad that there are not many compassionate people around that understand the stresses that you have to endure. Are there no support groups over there that you can contact? During this time, you need all of the passionate support that you can get. We continue to pray for you every day, since I read your first missive.
All our !LUV