HEY FAM, HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GREAT DAY...
Days and nights are scary now, I forgot when I have slept properly. It's been 72 hours since Russia invaded Ukraine and started a war. Many might say or have their own opinions but for me, it's a war.
I don't sleep, probably for 30 minutes I take a nap and wake up suddenly. My days are spent in the shelter but today after spending exhausting 48 hours in the shelter, I came home. I felt like the bed was waiting for me and I lay down for a couple of minutes. Explosion and huge shelling started at 6.00 am, my city is under attack again. I was clearly hearing the sound of loud shelling. This time I completely broke down. I started crying because of fear because no one was around to help me. I was completely alone with my dog.
I contacted my embassy again, my community people but no help, no proper instructions. For me, it's hard to deal with such situations in life that I have never expected. It's a nightmare for me. I am alive, physically of course but mentally I don't know. I am traumatized and I don't know when I can be normal. Huge explosions, gunfire, and shelling are scary, it doesn't matter with whom they were fighting but they were in my city, within my neighborhood. A civilian died while fighting with the light-armed tank, they shot him and fleed. This happened in front of my house...
Some facts: I didn't get help and support from my own country, from my own people. They have completely abandoned me, ignored my calls and emails, and said they can't do anything. Instead, many others decided to help me, played a supportive role and the whole world sent me so much prayer and support. I am grateful, because of your well-wishes, I am alive today.
Trust me I felt betrayed by my own nation, my own nationality and I recognized who is my friend who doesn't. This is a panic moment, a stressful moment, a warm wish helps to give a human comfort, makes feel good. I am grateful to the people of this country too, they were so supportive though they are having a hard time.
What's next...
I don't know, I am completely broken and I don't expect anything from anyone...
Thanks for all of your support, love, and well wishes. I am grateful...
I will reply to you all when I will feel normal, right now I am in a critical position...
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