Sometimes I believe that loneliness is generated through what we come to create, in my case; many times I start to feel very lonely when I'm drawing even though I don't live alone at home. It is an internal loneliness, more than it seems. Even so this doesn't mean it's a bad thing, I think it's something we artists have in order to be more focused on what we are drawing at that moment. Anyway, each artist has his own way of interpreting what surrounds him and what he is feeling at that moment.
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En nuestro alrededor los cambios son constantes; son cosas que jamás dejará de avanzar y es algo que en mucho de nosotros nos sucede. Empezamos con pequeños cambios y cuando nos damos cuenta, ya ha pasado mucho tiempo desde la ultima vez que hicimos tal cambio. Lo mismo pasa con el arte y con lo que dibujamos, el sentimiento cambia; lo que transmites cambia; lo que sientes cambia, es un ciclo sin fin.
In our surroundings changes are constant; they are things that will never stop moving forward and it is something that happens to many of us. We start with small changes and when we realize it, it has been a long time since the last time we made such a change. The same thing happens with art and with what we draw, the feeling changes; what you transmit changes; what you feel changes, it is an endless cycle.
¿Será que en mis dibujos me estoy sintiendo cada vez más solo? Podría ser, es una pregunta que de vez en cuando me hago, a pesar de todo sigo adelante con ello y experimentando con esta emoción que no deja de tener cambios leves. Me ayuda y me hace ver las cosas diferentes y poder estar concentrado en momentos en los que necesito analizar alguna cosa en particular. Pero si es de admitir una cosa, es que en algunas ocasiones; siento que me esta consumiendo al tal grado de no saber que hacer al respecto en mi vida.
Could it be that in my drawings I am feeling more and more alone? It could be, it's a question I ask myself from time to time, but in spite of everything I keep going on with it and experimenting with this emotion that doesn't stop having slight changes. It helps me and makes me see things differently and be able to stay focused at times when I need to analyze something in particular. But if I have to admit one thing, it is that sometimes I feel that it is consuming me to such a degree that I don't know what to do about it in my life.
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