I don't know if I will ever get good at completely letting go of the outcome. I did the work. It's done. Now if I can just find a way to move away from this so called "paradise" where I live. I do not want to be surrounded by 10 million or 20 million or however many people it is around here. The noise and insanity this evening was just so stupid. People racing their cars and motorcycles around in circles for a couple of hours. extremely loud. Booming thumping subwoofer bass every afternoon. Exploding fireworks. I can't stand it.
