Hello Community, I released a new song. Oldschool German rap. It is extremely long with 7 minutes and not really up-to-date, where today more attention is paid to the Spotify algorithm than to the content of a song. Nevertheless, I don't want to withhold the track from you and present you here "Exfreundin", a song in which I self-deprecatingly and mercilessly clean the table with my own failure at the relationship level.
I also have the translation for you here, even if I don't really believe that too many people will take the time to read the entire text:
Hello dear ex-girlfriend, I'm really sorry and Nevertheless, I have to spread bad news like a dirty newspaper but be reassured first and foremost it's about my crap the shit that I built and why you are probably offended but maybe not because there are women, yes you hardly believe it those who were with me like me and still trust me that i wasn't just the biggest fool in their life no just a fucking broken guy you just can't live with and i'm really not the type for this best friend With whom you were once together and have not regretted it until today you don't want to tell me about great new guys because you know I don't even want to hear that, I fucking uptight bully But now I'm taking a closer look at my failure I was not only bad, but even less often the good one I picked out 4 of my complete failures here and in a way, each of these fucked me too
refrain: And you thought we were meant for each other because it starts just like in a fairy tale this "stuff" he thinks further and deeply and you really feel how he loves you that life with him doesn't work that way for that you are only blind at times this "stuff" that spends most of the time lying down pulls you deeper even deeper than deep
I'd better leave my first big coupe in matters was already at the young age of 13 and is really hard to believe the girl wasn't really old like 15 or 16 but 20 kilos heavier a head taller and suspicious To deal with meth in the schoolyard there, which was really too much I only got together with her because she seemed to be doing really badly yes she threatened to take her life cut her arms open and could almost persuade me to play as a couple with her for a couple of weeks but as might be expected, it quickly became too much and instead of gaining experience what it would be like to be healthy with the first big love i was already rotten Women were problems and I was fed up before it really started and maybe that wasn't great for the whole career, let's look at it maybe I find the error can build something in the future
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We jump a little further, I'm 15 years old by god i'm in love which was not least due to red hair it's teen love not meant to last forever But why I failed completely, I'll tell you right away I only managed three weeks until I hack close with some woman ok the woman was still a girl and i was still a boy myself but from then on it was clear I was wearing the devil on my tongue after all, we were still together for about a year and I can't say for sure if it would have gone well any longer but when the frenzy of the butterflies finally subsided I broke up with her because I was now pursuing new hobbies I needed time because I was just smoking weed all the time women were allowed to come but had to go again when it came to really taking my time Because only when I was high enough could I take it easy
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5 years later I stopped smoking weed the doctor prescribes hard psychotropic drugs for me Funnily enough, you just smoked weed when I was introduced to you you weren't really hard to crack but the doubts vanished When you spent a couple of nights with me like i was the last man but unfortunately I wasn't the last you did it at a party with a guy but the real irony in this thing you ordered me to this one party but I preferred to stay at another fucking party And even if nothing worked for me I would have done it, I swear by my balls But anyway I took this shit as a starting gun was not loyal to you for 7 years like an anus Out of pure revenge, I made you small like that Thumbnail and to top it all off, slept with your best friend
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now we have to talk about the matter a bit I still have enough action here for 20 parts yet I grasp my last and greatest failures here in one part and I want to start right away I was then deeply in love with a sick liar She frosted her entire life story and I was seduced by her But because I kept discovering things that were far too blatant I got mad about it and really ticked off shit i fucked my way across the therapy group Just to fool me into control, it didn't matter she then finally moved to berlin with a buddy to which I then turned my back was just too much for me But I was not without guilt and full of sick jealousy it got worse and worse and in the end no one is to blame but this fact made it difficult for another 7 years with a really nice woman but she also had quirks
She took over my quirks and we locked ourselves in, so to speak into a bloody shitty life and that wasn’t worth it that improved a little over the years but no one was happy anymore and we were damaged in all these years at least I had been loyal and that was not due to control that should show the next one I tried again and I was pretty badly in love but unfortunately so broken that practically not a day goes by here When I was less of a friend than a bad case of nursing care and that was unfortunately the reason for the separation i only lasted half a year until I packed my things, she also switched to stubborn it was clear I wasn't able to pay enough attention to anyone to make a person really happy But maybe you can take it easy and I'll blow you off your stool for at least two weeks
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(DE) Hallo Community, Ich habe einen neuen Song veröffentlicht. Oldschool Deutschrap. Er hat gewaltig überlänge mit 7 Minuten und nicht wirklich zeitgemäß wo doch heute mehr auf den Spotify Algorithmus geachtet wird, als auf den Inhalt eines Songs. Trotzdem möchte ich euch den Track nicht vorenthalten und präsentiere euch hier "Exfreundin", ein Song in dem ich selbstironisch und schonungslos mit meinem eigenen Versagen auf Beziehungsebene reinen Tisch mache.
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