-Chaotic-

For the past few days, I've been confused about what to draw, considering that I have no other source of income and drawing is one way to earn money. As a result, I felt overwhelmed and confused, which led to the creation of this work, a work that is also confusing, hehehe. But I'm satisfied with the result. It looks cool and weird, just as I wanted. That's why I named it ‘Chaotic’.

It seems that, after studying it, my work is about sad and desperate things. Yes, it looks corny, but that's what I think. Maybe if I were happy, I would draw flowers, but on top of a skull that is smiling shyly because I am happy.

Happiness confuses me. What exactly is happiness? Is it when I am no longer sad, or when I am physically and mentally stable and living a healthy lifestyle? Yes, perhaps it is just a feeling that always has a counterpart, like right and left, up and down, beautiful and ugly, old and young, and so on. The point is, let's have fun, tralala trilili :D

I created this work digitally using Krita. Here are the steps :

Hehehe, what a heart-wrenching sketch. Ah, never mind, don't take it too seriously, but that's how the initial sketch was 😂

Then I continued with the line art. I think the lines are too thick, but oh well, it's already done.

Shading it with the stippling technique took quite a long time, about two days, working whenever I had time.

Yeah, thank you for visiting.