My childhood had a profound influence on me as I grew up and matured. The things I learned or experienced as a child became the foundation for all my current interests, such as drawing, playing, singing and so on. I have loved art since I was a child, which is why I am now pursuing this field. Similarly, the sadness and disappointment of my childhood greatly influenced my life. As a child, I felt lonely and lacked the presence of someone who should have been there during my childhood. Yes, I grew up in a broken home, which shaped me into the person I am today. Many children also experience this and struggle in their own ways. Some are able to persevere and pursue their dreams, while others cannot endure and sink into a deep pit of disappointment. Since childhood, I have kept myself busy with things I enjoy, such as drawing and playing, which helped me forget the bitter reality that I was lonely and needed someone. I am a person who likes to make friends, but at one point, I was often disappointed and deceived by someone, which made me become a closed-off and quiet person who kept my distance from others. The older I got, the harder it became to find someone who was compatible with me. I began to enjoy being alone and keeping myself busy with activities I liked. Staying in my room was my favourite thing to do, spending time alone and daydreaming. Now, as an adult, I have learned a lot about socialising and serious relationships with the opposite sex. I have discovered that I tend to need someone who matches my characteristics so that I feel comfortable around them. Then, that little person inside me resurfaces in an incredibly delightful way. I miss my childhood days, even though I wasn't happy as a child. But being a child is also enjoyable, considering how exhausting and boring adulthood can be. However, adulthood isn't as terrifying as it seems. There are many things I can do now that I'm an adult. Finally, I've started to embrace.
Okay, I created this collage entirely using Paint.net, taking images from internet and using a free font called Chomsky.
Here are the steps I took, which I turned into a GIF :
