Won't Stop Because Of Fear.

Fear is something we don’t like to admit out loud, but almost everyone has it, Even the most confident person that you see outside, the one that looks like they have everything under control, there is always that one thing somewhere that is pressing their chest , So for me, my biggest fear in this life is not achieving my goals, i don’t think anything scares me more than waking up one day and realizing that I didn’t do the things that I planned for myself. I have things I want to achieve, Like real tangible goals, sometimes I sit down and write them as yearly resolutions, or just plan them mentally and try to follow through, and anytime I think of the possibility of these things not happening, my heart honestly starts beating very fast, It is like I can see this version of myself in my head , the version I want to become , and I am scared of disappointing her, I don’t want to look back one day and feel like I wasted time or that didn’t push myself enough.  This fear of failure is very pronounced, it is not one quiet fear that sits in the background, No, It is right there in front, looking me in the eyes every morning like, “So what is the plan today?” And sometimes, that pressure alone can be draining, I know people say, “Don’t compare yourself to others,” but in this life where everyone is hustling, posting achievements left and right, sometimes it is hard not to feel small, But I also know that my journey is my own, so whenever that fear starts getting too bold, I remind myself that small progress is still progress. And one thing that keeps me grounded is the simple thought that if I don’t try, I will never know, the only real guaranteed failure is not even making an attempt, so yeah , I try my best to keep working hard, no matter how small the steps may look, some days I get a lot done, and other days, honestly, I do absolutely nothing because life is just life-ing, but I always try to come back, I don’t want to give up on myself. I have also learned that consistency doesn’t always look like fire and energy, you know sometimes consistency is doing like the bare minimum when you don’t feel like doing anything at all, as long as I am not stopping, I am moving forward, and that is something I hold on to tightly. So yes, my biggest fear is failure, the thought of not reaching the future I imagine for myself scares me a lot ,but then instead of letting that fear cripple me, I use it as a motivation, It pushes me to keep going, to keep working, to keep believing that I can get there, and so I remind myself every day that the person I want to become is depending on the person I am right now , and I don’t want to disappoint her, We move, always, one step at a time. *** _{***Image Is Generated With Meta AI***} ***