That's when I wrote my last post, which anyone can see if they look at my page.
I really wanted, to try and take more time, to write on here, but life had and has other plans for me. For the last few weeks, I have been super busy every day, yet somehow managing to fit in work, parenting and play. As my work has increased, I have made sure to take time each week, to dance. Knowing full well, that it is the dancing, that has been keeping me sane, as I navigate my hectic life.
When I dance, I feel free. I no longer care about what anyone else thinks, when they watch me, move about the space, taking up space. Being unapologetically myself. Yesterday, I was at a friends 50th birthday party. It was a Kung Fu themed party, with Moroccan food and some fat bass sounds. Which to me was a perfect blend. One person turned up with his son's toy Mace (as in the medieval weapon), which was full size. I couldn't help but pick it up and have a go at using it. Turns out, it was great to dance with, I think I may have even invented a new form of dancing. I was Macing it. LOL
Either way, I had fun. Dancing along to some fat Jungle beats. Even though I was feeling a little tired when I first got there, the music took hold of me and I let go. Letting everything slip away, until it was just me and the music. Soon my body begins to feel lighter and any aches or pains , go away, as I let go and release all the tension and stress from my body. That right there, is the best medicine for me.
So for now, amidst the chaos, I will continue to dance.
