Paradoxical Fix : Shattering of a Mender

@veejay2312 · 2018-06-14 04:00 · poetry

He broke you After a long time of being together He broke you As if you were insignificant As if you had no memories shared Like you were not an Eve Like an invaluable young lady.

Yes he broke you That is why when I found you I'm not sure how I will talk to you in a way you won't be annoyed I could sense that whoever talks with you Can never solve the burden in your heart Cause your face says it all Your tears continuously flow Down your weary eyes Your burden for sure is hefty It's evident even if you don't speak.

So I mended you, with my constant questioning if you are just fine Initially, you remained silent but I forced you on the next Until you screamed and I felt your utmost resentment I attempted to leave after I gave you my handkerchief to dry your tears But even before I can leave where we were "Wait, I don't need a handkerchief. What I need is someone who can fix my bleeding broken heart" Your words lingered and pulled me to you.

I sat beside you and you leaned your featherweight head on my shoulder I patted you As I felt your tears endlessly flow down my shoulder My mind was completely puzzled, on how I can help you But suddenly you stopped crying After I said the words "Don't worry, I will stay right here until you completely forget about him"

And from that day We were inseparable all day We talked on the phone before sleeping and after waking We don't let a day pass by without communication And as time pass I didn't see that your love is eating me slowly.

I lived in a world where you are my everything I lived in an illusion where it is us Until one day you broke me.

Yes you broke me The day you said that it is still him you love The day you said without hesitation "Please leave me" When I learned he went back to you.

You broke me As if I did not mend you As if the memories we had were nothing As if I was nothing to you.

And now that I'm completely shattered I don't expect anyone to make my repair Because I believed, That love is sometimes messy Because the one who has caused our heart to jump for joy and feel secured Will also be the same person who makes it bleed.

Love is indeed mess You don't know when it will come and when it will leave My story ends here Where the once leading lady in my life turned out to be the antagonist who broke my heart.

Thank you because you became a part of my memory Thank you despite "HIM breaking YOU, ME mending YOU, and YOU breaking ME"

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