I have been slowly moving from a mindset of just getting by to truly believing in abundance.
Though I did some serious rewiring already, I am starting to see how stuck I have been in that scarcity mindset.
Limiting myself for decades....
Because planning a future feels like a luxury when survival is the focus.
These posts are:
๐ฏ๐ ๐๐๐น๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐ผ ๐น๐พ๐น ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ป ๐ถ๐๐น ๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐พ๐๐ป ๐พ๐ ๐ถ๐ท๐๐๐น๐ถ๐๐ธ๐. ๐ฏ๐ ๐ท๐ ๐๐๐ถ๐๐๐ป๐๐ ๐ป๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐ผ ๐ฝ๐ถ๐๐. ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐๐๐ถ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ป ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐๐พ๐๐๐ ๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ธ๐ถ๐๐ธ๐พ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐น๐๐๐. ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐น๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ป ๐ ๐๐๐ธ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐, ๐ถ๐๐น ๐๐๐๐๐๐ท๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐ผ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ท๐๐ป๐๐๐.
What are the reasons why I feel I am finally playing the game of life at the level I always wanted to play?
Let's see what Chat says?
There are a few possible reasons you might feel like it took 49 years to โplay the game of life at your levelโ:
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Accumulated wisdom finally paying off Youโve been through enough cycles of trial and error to truly understand your strengths, limits, and values. Now, instead of playing by othersโ rules, youโre designing your own game plan.
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Shifting from survival to thriving For much of life, we often operate in โsurvival modeโโbuilding a career, raising kids, managing responsibilities. Those phases can keep you on someone elseโs schedule. Now, you might finally have the emotional and mental bandwidth to pursue life on your own terms.
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Release of self-imposed limits Sometimes it takes decades to recognizeโand dismantleโthe inner scripts (โIโm not ready,โ โIโm not enough,โ โI canโt take that riskโ) that held us back. Rewriting them changes everything.
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Reframing what โyour levelโ even means You might not have been playing below your level beforeโyou were simply learning the rules, collecting skills, and discovering the kind of player you actually are. Now, your game is intentional, strategic, and aligned.
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Midlife clarity and urgency Hitting a milestone age often creates an urgency to fully engage with life before itโs too late. That pressure can feel uncomfortableโbut itโs also rocket fuel for finally living authentically.
Chat is totally wrong, which means my prompts were wrong, but there are a few points here that could have made sense. Let me dig into both a bit more tomorrow.
Thank you for making it this far....for those who know me...or better, think they know me, this might have been a WTF moment.
About Me Iโm a self-explorer, writer, and truth-seeker on a journey of turning the unconscious into conscious awareness. For years, I lived under the weight of hidden beliefsโscarcity, unworthiness, fear of failureโthat shaped my life without me realizing it. It wasnโt fate; it was the unseen patterns within me.
Through deep self-reflection, journaling, and emotional exploration, I learned to face my shadows and rewrite my story. I believe healing begins when we dare to confront the parts of ourselves weโve kept in the dark. My journey has been about making peace with these inner landscapes and choosing new beliefs that uplift rather than limit.
Forgiveness, both of myself and others, has been a powerful catalyst in my transformation. It has allowed me to release resentment, dissolve emotional burdens, and create space for growth and inner peace.
I use words to translate emotions into clarity. Writing is how I navigate my inner worldโitโs how I process, release, and transform. Every tear, every insight, every shadow is part of my path toward wholeness.
Here, I share my reflections, my learnings, and my ongoing journey of self-discovery. If youโre someone who feels life has been running on autopilot and youโre ready to take the wheel, youโll find a kindred spirit in me.
Rudyard Kiplingยดs (1865 โ 1936) IF
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
Because I looked,
I looked at my mind from both sides now, From up and down, and still somehow It's my mindยดs illusions I recall I really don't know my mind at all