https://youtu.be/Y1d0Qj4HJXo
Nein, ich mache nicht nur allein Musik. Das Projekt "Schlaflos Records" war zu seiner besten Zeit 5 Mann stark. Heute, nach vielen Höhen und Tiefen, inklusive kompletter Trennung, kommen Eddy und ich ab und zu noch zusammen und musizieren gemeinsam ein wenig.
Es gibt bestimmt hunderte Geschichten, die ich hier noch erzählen kann... Über größere und kleinere Erfolge, über Momente die mich geprägt haben und auch darüber, wie mich eine schwere Erkrankung dermaßen aus dem Leben riss, dass ich mich heute manchmal so anhöre, als ob mein Leben mit Mitte 30 eigentlich bereits zu Ende gelebt ist.
"Ganz schön lange her" ist eine Song-Idee, die von Eddy kam und von seiner Seite wohl eine Warnung darstellt. Der Beitrag den ich dazu geleistet habe, spiegelt wohl eher mein eigenes Leben wider.
EN No, I do not just do music alone. The project "Schlaflos Records" consisted of 5 people at its best. Today, after many ups and downs, including a complete breakup, eddy and I meet from time to time to make some music together
There are certainly hundreds of stories that I can tell you here ... about major and minor achievements, about moments that have shaped me, and also about how a serious illness tore me out of my life so much that today I sometimes sound like if my life in mid-30 is actually over.
"Pretty long ago" is a song idea that came from Eddy and is probably more of a warning. The contribution I have made reflects more likely my own life.
Lyric translation: Do you remember that you once had dreams? it was not always staggered gray on success There were times when you said, oh hell I don´t do it if it does not bring joy, what the hell, then I'll leave it So you said, after school it starts then, somewhere in the south, i will live on the shore Before studying, you wanted to do so much instead of recovering stoned, from the fucking high school diploma ' That never became anything until the university but the few years will pass anyway and then you imagine how it will be then soon after the bachelor you will really start to live and you really believed that but somehow there was some woman then and some job you really need and if necessary, there will be holiday, if you really have to go out and so became a "soon i'll be free" to an "soon I'll have some days off again" so became a "we conquer the world map together" to an "Come around for a round of cards" You do not longer want to travel to discover yourself you want to go away to hide from this world In the past, you wanted to give people back all the things you like and now you hold nothing but money in your hands that you know you can never pay with What you did not do today because you have no time to and later you see your caretaker in the nursing home and you become jealous because you know that the young people have so much time but do not make it out
Refrain: And now it's been a long time somehow And the many people of those days, you do not even know them anymore Who cares today where you would like to be instead But sometimes you sit there and know, I do not want to be like that
Sometimes in the winter when you looking out the window Do you think again how times change Forgotten dreams in colorful robes Dancing the dance with joined hands Nothing remains - even memory fades not that there were never any chances, no, it's worse, you just did not use them
And sometimes you do not even know what you dreamed of You only know you feel empty every night and that you have missed something Rarely in sleep or there they catch you Thoughts of freedom are full of cheerfulness not just working to burn money and the desire to really change the world
but you just sitting there, sad and rigid, that people change is scary and true where is the guy who did not know, the fear of what is chasing you today so unfortunate? you just need more and more - like all the other people- you feel heavy and empty and lie down in your bed as if it were already time to die
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